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  • 5lowershop presents Hecate

    <pre>saturday, august 23rd...

    5lowershop soundsystem invites you to an evening of intense sonic manipulation...
    we're proud to throw down with some of the west coasts' finest electronic musicians,
    representing oregon, washington, north cali and socal... bringing the hardest beats
    to the bay area for this night of sonic debauchery...

    from hecate's blackened industrial metal, to seppuku's speedcore
    turntablism, to the dancefloor anthems of foxdye and the
    hiphop/breakcore stylings of doctor dirkwert III, our guests
    bring the cutting edge to the dancefloor...

    supported by the bay area's hardest weirdos tearing up shit on the decks and with
    live P.A.'s, this is an event not to be missed...

    it's a celebration of summertime in san francisco...
    expect old friends, new faces, and more bassbin mangling sounds
    than you can shake a stick at...

    with outta towners:

    &gt;_hecate (zhark, hymen, berlin/olympia)
    &gt;_seppuku (dead culture, santa barbera)
    &gt;_foxdye (reactionary, fkdup records, olympia)
    &gt;_fukemup (fkdup records, portland)
    &gt;_doc dirkwert III (5lowershop, colorado)
    &gt;_mc firedrill (superbutton, olympia)

    'longside bay area heavyweights:

    &gt;_vankmen (teen suicide, fathme)
    &gt;_EDN (dead culture, naboamusic)
    &gt;_nakedslice (tbi25, otherworld)

    &gt;_pu22L3 vs. build 128 (slowleak records, daly city records)
    &gt;_zambai (spAZ)

    plus your favorite 5lowershop resident dJs and live acts rounding out the evening...

    8 dollar donation at the door to cover expenses for our outta
    town guests...

    call 415.762.3616 the day of the event for directions and info...

    visit http://www.myspace.com/5lowershop</pre>
    <p>
    <a href="http://www.spaz.org/node/1119" rel="external">More info...</a>
    </p>

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  • Katanexus (August): Hecate, Nada, Aviatrix

    <pre>:Katanexus:

    Katabatik Soundsystem at Orbis Nex

    live emanations:

    Hecate (Blackened Miasmatronics - Zhark Int'l, Berlin)

    NADA (Quadraphonic Dadaist Ambient , Olympia WA)

    Aviatrix (Hallucinatory Beats via 5lowershop)

    Kanopic Descent (NW Coast Traditional Death Trance)

    + Pareidolia Puppet Theatre (Experimarionettes)

    Katabatik djs selecting the finest in death trance, weirdcore, abandoned house, zombient and queasy listening...

    at Orbis Nex.
    in Oakland.
    <a href="http://www.vialmagazine.com/breadcrumbs.html" rel="external">directions</a>

    9pm-2am

    3$ before 10pm , 5$after

    a benefit for "green scare" prisoners</pre>
    <p>
    <a href="http://www.katabatik.org/news.htm" rel="external">More info...</a>
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  • Suspiria@Harlot

    <p><a href="http://www.myspace.com/suspiriasf" rel="external">More info...</a></p>

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  • Bodyheat, feat Juan Atkins

    <p>
    <a href="http://www.discogs.com/artist/Juan+Atkins" rel="external">godfather of techno</a>
    </p>

    <p>
    <a href="http://www.myspace.com/316bartlett" rel="external">More info...</a>
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  • Obnoxious

    <p>
    falsehood exists. truth does not. many things can be false.
    falseness does not imply there is anything that can be
    called truth. this is the essence of 333. "Thought is itself
    Untrue"
    </p>
    <p>
    sometimes out of frustration, i curse the model builder
    within me. i try to do it without closure, but it acts like
    a closurist, is there any way around this tendency? many
    times i feel sick of it. there's
    little sitting down to it can help with.
    the provisional nature of the model is soon exposed.
    all models rely on perspective and
    perspective is never static. all i want is to feel freely
    (without falsehood). (tell me how much this
    is to ask!)
    </p>
    <p>
    ...and i am feeling very lost. even the most basic concepts seem
    vague and unable to be accessed and interfaced with any clarity.
    why is it that in all my grandiose expressions of
    ridiculously hastily concluded framework, few if anyone has
    stepped up to give me advice or simply tell me i'm wrong?
    i need help like anyone else. and i am so wrong about so
    many things. has it become distasteful to verbalize your
    feelings about the world?
    </p>
    <p>
    ... and i feel ugly and sickly and wholly unwanted. i'm not
    even going to go into this here. but my ego needs a severe
    revisitation. i've killed the idea of it but the reactions
    by it linger so deeply.
    </p>
    <p>
    being broke is not helping. i do not mean like "i have a low
    bank account". i mean, i literally cannot afford to eat. i
    spent the entire weekend in a meditative trance. it feels
    like i got little out of it soever. i feel like i'm holding
    back a lot of pain, i don't know what to do with it.
    </p>
    <p>
    this is my last post before i re-construct this web system
    again. i have finally given it a strict scope so as to file
    it away and move away from the pointless rigors of
    programming (what i do for a living).
    </p>

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  • Numinosity

    <p>I am within you, and of you.</p>
    <p>At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled</p>
    <p>which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sisters!</p>
    <p>which also means <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego_Death">ego death</a></p>
    <p>subject-object blurring</p>
    <p>Dyana -&gt; Samadhi</p>
    <p class="note quote">According to Hinduism, dhyana is considered as a stage of awakening in such precious condition where you get obvious rid of maya (the false expression or emotion present in the world)</p>
    <p class="note quote">Dyana - Meditation is an unbroken flow of thought toward the object of concentration. Prolonged concentration. In the practice of meditation, a succession of identical waves (thoughts) are raised in the mind; and this is done so quickly that no one wave is allowed to subside before another arises to take its place.</p>
    <p>Ego is the feelings/experiences one has about the self, which discerns itself
    from what is not itself. it is false because all its operations run under the
    misconception that the self is separate. temporary loss of this sense of self
    is achieved with psychedelic entheogens, giving one a perspective to analyze
    ones actions from the standpoint of truly being outside the self and to
    potentially eradicate actions driven by the engine that thrives masked under the
    veil of the illusion of separativeness.</p>
    <p>The ego is the mechanism by which one feels separate, it arises from the perception
    system's perception of feedback about the self and becomes a complex engine
    that filter's expressions about the self into its environment such that the
    feedback is positive with regards to the ego itself.
    it is built and fortified by social/environmental feedback.
    First as a brutal survival tool in the animal kingdom now
    as a social-engineering tool among humanity.
    Grammatic structure and teminology usage have an impact on its
    development in the socio-sphere. For example: One may say "i think...."
    something is a certain way, which keeps perspective in tact. i feel
    that since it has become customary to simply state your expression
    of how you think something is, you cross the boundary from your feelings
    to the realm of imposing those feelings onto all of reality. and with
    that simple degradation of the concept of perspective (from the dropping
    of it from the normal usage of language in the culture) one then begins
    to clash with the Wills of those around them. by disagreeing on what
    "Reality" is and imposing ones feelings (especially about eachother) onto
    eachother we close eachother off. again, this is just one customary linguistic
    example.</p>
    <p>The perception system obtains feedback and is taken by the illusion that: "if it
    is receiving feedback from the outside, then it and the mind and body connected
    to it are somehow something different than that outside".</p>
    <p>this is a slight perspective veiling that gives birth to a whole new organism
    called ego.</p>
    <p>This mechanism must be suppressed by the method of meditating on the Will and
    unbinding it from the expressions of opinion toward that Will's currently
    perceivable expression.</p>
    <p>The ego thrives on attention from "external" sources. To shed it, one must let
    go, or, accept the outside world and its transitory culturally-biased opinions
    completely.</p>
    <p>i feel you (&amp; we) are beautiful</p>
    <p>My will is to look back on the source</p>

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  • Katanexus - July '08

    <p>
    <a href="http://www.katabatik.org/news.htm" rel="external">info</a>
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  • Dependence Day

    <p>
    My heart is quite exposed right now. Which feels unfamiliar and
    erratic and I don't know quite how to proceed. Knowing and
    feeling, what is the difference? My ego starts to cry out and
    shiver and grasp at things to console itself. My true will at
    the core of the matter, guiding in silence. I must not desire
    a thing inside the captivity of falsehood. Outside, the desire
    is not mine alone. To succeed in heaven and earth the honest
    flow of the self must be allowed, unbound by the limiting habits
    of the animal matrix. To know me is to partner with me in trust,
    for knowledge of a thing allows control of a thing. And yet
    complete knowledge is impossible. One must learn to connect the
    data moreso than to store it.
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454 I am within you, and of you. At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sisters! which also means ego death subject-object blurring Dyana -> Samadhi According to Hinduism, dhyana is considered as a stage of awakening in such precious condition where you get obvious rid of maya (the false expression Numinosity
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 Numinosity
 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/454
 I am within you, and of you.

At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled

which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sisters!

which also means ego death

subject-object blurring

Dyana -> Samadhi

According to Hinduism, dhyana is considered as a stage of awakening in such precious condition where you get obvious rid of maya (the false expression or emotion present in the world)

Dyana - Meditation is an unbroken flow of thought toward the object of concentration. Prolonged concentration. In the practice of meditation, a succession of identical waves (thoughts) are raised in the mind; and this is done so quickly that no one wave is allowed to subside before another arises to take its place.

Ego is the feelings/experiences one has about the self, which discerns itself from what is not itself. it is false because all its operations run under the misconception that the self is separate. temporary loss of this sense of self is achieved with psychedelic entheogens, giving one a perspective to analyze ones actions from the standpoint of truly being outside the self and to potentially eradicate actions driven by the engine that thrives masked under the veil of the illusion of separativeness.

The ego is the mechanism by which one feels separate, it arises from the perception system's perception of feedback about the self and becomes a complex engine that filter's expressions about the self into its environment such that the feedback is positive with regards to the ego itself. it is built and fortified by social/environmental feedback. First as a brutal survival tool in the animal kingdom now as a social-engineering tool among humanity. Grammatic structure and teminology usage have an impact on its development in the socio-sphere. For example: One may say "i think...." something is a certain way, which keeps perspective in tact. i feel that since it has become customary to simply state your expression of how you think something is, you cross the boundary from your feelings to the realm of imposing those feelings onto all of reality. and with that simple degradation of the concept of perspective (from the dropping of it from the normal usage of language in the culture) one then begins to clash with the Wills of those around them. by disagreeing on what "Reality" is and imposing ones feelings (especially about eachother) onto eachother we close eachother off. again, this is just one customary linguistic example.

The perception system obtains feedback and is taken by the illusion that: "if it is receiving feedback from the outside, then it and the mind and body connected to it are somehow something different than that outside".

this is a slight perspective veiling that gives birth to a whole new organism called ego.

This mechanism must be suppressed by the method of meditating on the Will and unbinding it from the expressions of opinion toward that Will's currently perceivable expression.

The ego thrives on attention from "external" sources. To shed it, one must let go, or, accept the outside world and its transitory culturally-biased opinions completely.

i feel you (& we) are beautiful

My will is to look back on the source

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