<p>i love mine path, it is perfect. i will do all in my power to free it to the utmost. no paths dictate worth towards my own.</p>
<p>from now on i will realize what other people do is not ever an attack on me. Even if they feel they're attacking me it is impossible for violence not to be only an attack on yourself and who am I to assume anyone else's opinion?</p>
<p>that my negative reactions to them come out of rejections of some part of myself.</p>
<p>to not cave and lash-out from the control attempts made by these broken self-worth programs (which attempt to insulate me from the dynamics of my environment) even when the things i want the most but may never have are acutely exposed before me in the activities of my peers...</p>
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Compassion Wishes
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Transgressions?
<pre>huh
this rando drunk jock type dude @ 1015
said the darndest things....something about how i'm "too nice"
in the face of the harsh and fucked up worldand also that i open myself up to all
transgressions by being "too beautiful"these are paraphrases....
don't quite know what to make of it...
don't really care too much..</pre>
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Broken Note@103 Harriet St.
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Forest Witch House
<pre>
adventuring through a forest with some kids
come across this young girl who takes us down a path
to come to this closedup house, like all squashed together
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she had been sleeping in a little section where the house
meets the ground and there was a sleeping bag there like a cocoon
we somehow hit some button that caused the house to open up
we saw bones of people in the cross-section of the basement
we went into the front door to find a nicely kept house
no one was there
we split up to look around
it seemed like it had been a nazi general's house during ww2
i went to the master bedroom and found a master closet
at the end of the closet was a door
i went in to find a scarlet-decorated witch who lived/slept in the house
she seemed young and beautiful and hardly stirred by our entry.
her face was a spiral like the elders in my other woods/portal dreams.
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Covers of Recent Listens
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Figure Frenzy@Dalva, 3121 16th St @ Valencia, SF
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SuryaDub w/Mala of Digital Mystikz
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Faith Alley
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Block Universe Plane, Emanating a No Free-Will Perspective?
<p>not only do all passed events make up what you currently are, but all future events as well - this is called closed time-cube cosmology.</p>
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DuaConnecta
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Up-down Resonance
<pre>THE LE MA
is the label of
the resonation
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It's Always the Quiet Ones @wave organ, sf
<p>WAVE ORGAN picnic/skillshare/performances</p>
<p>it's that time again...</p>
<p>our long running series "it's always the quiet ones" returns to the wave organ in san francisco...</p>
<p>join us for an afternoon of skillshare, potluck picnic and ambient performances on sunday, may 24th...</p>
<p>for those of you unaware of the awesomeness of the wave organ lookee here:
http://www.exploratorium.edu/visit/wave_organ.html</p><p>and this year, we have the blessing of peter richards, the artist who conceived and built the wave organ. he will be attending and we're hoping give a bit of insight into this magical san francisco landmark...</p>
<p>skillshare/field recording/sound design:<br/>
bring your laptop, field recording devices, gear and an open mind to talk and experiment with the environment...</p><p>
performances and presentations from:<br/>
scott arford<br/>
bloodysnowman<br/>
R.M.S.<br/>
dimentia<br/>
semolina cornflake<br/>
heartworm<br/>
$limelord
</p><p>plus more TBA....</p>
<p>sound by mathlab audio...</p>
<p>approx noon to sundown... FREE...</p>
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Mutant Mind Meld
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Presented By Spaz and Katabatik - Two rooms of brain melting sonic mutations from bay area underground soundsystems.
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The Bordello: 1274 East 12th St, Oakland - Starts at 9pm<br/>
$10 - Supports the Mutant Fest<br/>
Flyer here: http://www.katabatik.org
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at the historic Bordello in Oakland.
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<p class="note">
( the Bordello used to be Mr. Floppy's Flophouse where Psychic TV used to play: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Floppy's_Flophouse )
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The Insulation Programming of the Emotional Sphere
<p>working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising
awareness can help).</p>
<p>want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i
guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic
control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates fire. smoke
from that fire clouds all perception.</p>
<p>resistance there. my own choice. to be alive is to resist. i can only lessen it
through love... as you aptly noted as your intention: "ego - quiet"</p>
<p>all clarity so fleeting... trying to understand for so long. seems so easy for
so many others. and it really is simple, the simplest things are the hardest to
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Testing Laptop Builtin Cam
<p>first shot from built-in camera in fresh new laptop</p>
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LAYLA
<pre>
grateful for
the dreams
last nightfloating across
the open desert
jumping
flipping
spinning
if i wish
i need not
come down
accepted there
weaving patterns
with others
my mother watches
from the sidelinescomposites of friends,
friends to come,
families to come.
she seems to mock me
but i feel her adoration.
floating near me.i go on and on
spin around to
see the direction i'm moving in
and bam
a tree is right there
my legs catch me against it.
that tree is in a yard
near a small old
white farmhouse.her father encourages me
inside that house,
asks what my move is.
"butt float maneuver"
i explain
my inner balance
keeps my ass
just off the ground
as long as i desire.
he says
to keep that namingshe seems indifferent
but i feel it a mask
her mother drives us
down a dirt road
she hands me a cigarette
from the front seat
she has a shell
behind it explodes beauty
and i feel she feels
our possibility
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<div class="quote">An angel appointed to guard the spirits at their birth.</div>Connections:Attribute Type:(Type)Wisdom -
All is Arbitrary, Temporary Illusion / All is Light
<p>unless one is attempting to de-power some aspect that has been talking too loudly: calling anything illusion is meaningless, as all is thus. all current illusion is the will of the all.</p>
<p>a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality).</p>
<p>Though All is Light on the Absolute plane.</p>
<p>the dark is the delusion of the MANY in the voyager... that delusion expresses itself in many ways but is avoidable IF THOU WILT</p>
<p>One (of The Many) can accept* (which means compassion) and evolve as said voyager wilt.</p>
<p class="note">*full acceptance means dissolving into the void</p>
<p>That will guides Nuit and her company Hadit. These infinites compose the unification deities of the aeons of the manifestation planes.</p>
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How Weird Street Fair 2009
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Interdimensional Art Show Tour 2009
Connections:Location:Temple Nite Club