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  • Compassion Wishes

    <p>i love mine path, it is perfect. i will do all in my power to free it to the utmost. no paths dictate worth towards my own.</p>
    <p>from now on i will realize what other people do is not ever an attack on me. Even if they feel they're attacking me it is impossible for violence not to be only an attack on yourself and who am I to assume anyone else's opinion?</p>
    <p>that my negative reactions to them come out of rejections of some part of myself.</p>
    <p>to not cave and lash-out from the control attempts made by these broken self-worth programs (which attempt to insulate me from the dynamics of my environment) even when the things i want the most but may never have are acutely exposed before me in the activities of my peers...</p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Transgressions?

    <pre>huh
    this rando drunk jock type dude @ 1015
    said the darndest things....

    something about how i'm "too nice"
    in the face of the harsh and fucked up world

    and also that i open myself up to all
    transgressions by being "too beautiful"

    these are paraphrases....

    don't quite know what to make of it...

    don't really care too much..</pre>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Type)Wisdom
  • Broken Note@103 Harriet St.

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  • Forest Witch House

    <pre>
    adventuring through a forest with some kids
    come across this young girl who takes us down a path
    to come to this closedup house, like all squashed together
    <?php #to close it up ?>
    she had been sleeping in a little section where the house
    meets the ground and there was a sleeping bag there like a cocoon
    we somehow hit some button that caused the house to open up
    we saw bones of people in the cross-section of the basement
    we went into the front door to find a nicely kept house
    no one was there
    we split up to look around
    it seemed like it had been a nazi general's house during ww2
    i went to the master bedroom and found a master closet
    at the end of the closet was a door
    i went in to find a scarlet-decorated witch who lived/slept in the house
    she seemed young and beautiful and hardly stirred by our entry.
    her face was a spiral like the elders in my other woods/portal dreams.
    </pre>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Covers of Recent Listens

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    (Type)Wisdom
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Figure Frenzy@Dalva, 3121 16th St @ Valencia, SF

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • SuryaDub w/Mala of Digital Mystikz

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
    Location: 
    Club 6ix, 6th St, SF
  • Faith Alley

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    (Type)Wisdom
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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Block Universe Plane, Emanating a No Free-Will Perspective?

    <p>not only do all passed events make up what you currently are, but all future events as well - this is called closed time-cube cosmology.</p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
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    (Type)Wisdom
  • DuaConnecta

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Up-down Resonance

    <pre>THE LE MA
    is the label of
    the resonation
    on all planes</pre>

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    Attribute Type: 
    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
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    (Type)Wisdom
  • It's Always the Quiet Ones @wave organ, sf

    <p>WAVE ORGAN picnic/skillshare/performances</p>

    <p>it's that time again...</p>

    <p>our long running series "it's always the quiet ones" returns to the wave organ in san francisco...</p>

    <p>join us for an afternoon of skillshare, potluck picnic and ambient performances on sunday, may 24th...</p>

    <p>for those of you unaware of the awesomeness of the wave organ lookee here:
    http://www.exploratorium.edu/visit/wave_organ.html</p>

    <p>and this year, we have the blessing of peter richards, the artist who conceived and built the wave organ. he will be attending and we're hoping give a bit of insight into this magical san francisco landmark...</p>

    <p>skillshare/field recording/sound design:<br/>
    bring your laptop, field recording devices, gear and an open mind to talk and experiment with the environment...</p>

    <p>
    performances and presentations from:<br/>
    scott arford<br/>
    bloodysnowman<br/>
    R.M.S.<br/>
    dimentia<br/>
    semolina cornflake<br/>
    heartworm<br/>
    $limelord
    </p>

    <p>plus more TBA....</p>

    <p>sound by mathlab audio...</p>
    <p>approx noon to sundown... FREE...</p>
    <p>bring food, blankets, kids and what have you...</p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Mutant Mind Meld

    <p>
    Presented By Spaz and Katabatik - Two rooms of brain melting sonic mutations from bay area underground soundsystems.
    </p>
    <p>
    The Bordello: 1274 East 12th St, Oakland - Starts at 9pm<br/>
    $10 - Supports the Mutant Fest<br/>
    Flyer here: http://www.katabatik.org
    </p>
    <p>
    at the historic Bordello in Oakland.
    </p>
    <p class="note">
    ( the Bordello used to be Mr. Floppy's Flophouse where Psychic TV used to play: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Floppy's_Flophouse )
    </p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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    Location: 
    The Bordello, Oakland, CA
  • The Insulation Programming of the Emotional Sphere

    <p>working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising
    awareness can help).</p>
    <p>want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i
    guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic
    control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates fire. smoke
    from that fire clouds all perception.</p>
    <p>resistance there. my own choice. to be alive is to resist. i can only lessen it
    through love... as you aptly noted as your intention: "ego - quiet"</p>
    <p>all clarity so fleeting... trying to understand for so long. seems so easy for
    so many others. and it really is simple, the simplest things are the hardest to
    swallow.</p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • Testing Laptop Builtin Cam

    <p>first shot from built-in camera in fresh new laptop</p>
    <p>b&amp;w filter in PhotoBooth</p>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • LAYLA

    <pre>
    grateful for
    the dreams
    last night

    floating across
    the open desert
    jumping
    flipping
    spinning
    if i wish
    i need not
    come down
    accepted there
    weaving patterns
    with others
    my mother watches
    from the sidelines

    composites of friends,
    friends to come,
    families to come.
    she seems to mock me
    but i feel her adoration.
    floating near me.

    i go on and on
    spin around to
    see the direction i'm moving in
    and bam
    a tree is right there
    my legs catch me against it.
    that tree is in a yard
    near a small old
    white farmhouse.

    her father encourages me
    inside that house,
    asks what my move is.
    "butt float maneuver"
    i explain
    my inner balance
    keeps my ass
    just off the ground
    as long as i desire.
    he says
    to keep that naming

    she seems indifferent
    but i feel it a mask
    her mother drives us
    down a dirt road
    she hands me a cigarette
    from the front seat
    she has a shell
    behind it explodes beauty
    and i feel she feels
    our possibility
    </pre>
    <div class="quote">An angel appointed to guard the spirits at their birth.</div>

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Type)Wisdom
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    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
  • Bathroom at The Tempest, SF, CA

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    (Subject)Fortune
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  • All is Arbitrary, Temporary Illusion / All is Light

    <p>unless one is attempting to de-power some aspect that has been talking too loudly: calling anything illusion is meaningless, as all is thus. all current illusion is the will of the all.</p>

    <p>a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality).</p>

    <p>Though All is Light on the Absolute plane.</p>

    <p>the dark is the delusion of the MANY in the voyager... that delusion expresses itself in many ways but is avoidable IF THOU WILT</p>

    <p>One (of The Many) can accept* (which means compassion) and evolve as said voyager wilt.</p>

    <p class="note">*full acceptance means dissolving into the void</p>

    <p>That will guides Nuit and her company Hadit. These infinites compose the unification deities of the aeons of the manifestation planes.</p>

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  • How Weird Street Fair 2009

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
    Attribute Type: 
    (Subject)Fortune
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    45
    Location: 
    Downtown, San Francisco
  • Interdimensional Art Show Tour 2009

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    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
    Attribute Type: 
    (Subject)Fortune
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    100
    Attribute Type: 
    (Subject)Fortune
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    35
    Location: 
    Temple Nite Club
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