Cinema
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i had this dream where i was this creature. there was a girl and boy there, they were a couple. i asked them if they felt nothing for me. they acted ashamed to say yes. another creature like me appears. though i know it is a strong opponent i have no fear nor do i believe there is any possibility but victory. i can jump and fall down immense distances with this body. there is no harming it. ... Journal Entry Large Dolphinskin Creature Dream Friends Bioform
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The moment one suppresses the true self* is the moment that that self attempts to manipulate the way others perceive it. This is the physical-body-oriented ill-intent that the ego expresses from the human organism... Which can spiral into mental pathology for many modern persons like myself. Though no thing can be good nor evil. The human entity bound to time must make the choice they tend to feel is most proper under the banners of wholeness, wholesomeness and connectedness (which the ego attempts to revolt against) if they are attempting the path of ascension. All things are cast by the shadow of zero. All is illusion. To be attached to some of these is to be human. Though cleansing means detachment. Allowing the foreign to penetrate you. *note that the true self has already decided to suppress itself through the human organism or not (for its own experiencial purposes). which removes the power for a human to do good or evil. transcendent forces govern the universe in total, you are that force but with self-imposed/temporary boundaries. some must play the part of the tragedy. sin is restrictio... Journal Entry Morality and Destiny are Matters of Dimensionality Cosmology Friends
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...just had a dream in which i became pretty much fully conscious towards the end of. i could not break out of it, trapped in the subconscious... in the dream i had woken up in my bed (how cinematique) and there were people in my house taking all my stuff away, cleaning and painting over all the items i had placed on my wall. after fighting with them and leaving the house to see if anyone could help me - i started yelling "it's not real, this isn't real". people just looked at me as they do in this situation...* *of course it is as real as anything else the perception system has a tendency to sense, what was meant was "this isn't the physical manifestation plane", but i was a bit panicked... to wake up i had to go into the apartment and look for something that was out of place... i saw that there should have been some things along a wall that were not there, then i felt like a triple take as my body turned and twisted around and i finally woke up to the apartment as i had left it... Dia: MercuryLuna: Gemini (Waxing, 84%)Sola: Capricorn ... Journal Entry Trapt Dream