Cinema
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Somehow, I feel free right now. classy clothing a good job, for sure- kiss him out on the street in the cold fog of evening. don't look at my eyes, yours are the same- scorpion destruction, i know your kind well i won't start and nor will you. all i want to know is- how aware are you? do you know how you glow? you have your vision, what part do you play in it? thought break fuck i'm lonely. my bestfriend is leaving tomorrow. for a long time. i will miss you and your first born: Rufus. i'd kill for some company. is it bad that i want to be destroyed? used? i've lost touch with how to conduct myself with humanity, it's true. everything feels too attached. the programs are just oozing into one another all around us: ... Journal Entry Discord Friends Emotion
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I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking recorder from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was close enough to bite me and did so. I can't really sleep much recently. Serpents are in my dreamland often.... Journal Entry Snake Flute Dream Bioform
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A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell. A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks. Awaiting night and a return to the sea. Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins. Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves. The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home. Whitey rides dolphins for $150 a piece. Whitey feeds on cheap delicacies from the troughs, pumped full of alcohol. A Hollywood film presented beach-side, feel close enough to home for y'all? And oh thee Delphinus - an early Gaiain attempt at Mind Export, sway in the fluid (constant meditation), I long to learn from thee. My outer layers aflame from our dying Star, you burn brightly above our thin atmosphere. Under thee I lay drained, observing the surf shaping the coastline with might, constant fractal flux. And a vow of nonflux, thou art wed on the water, 'as long as you both shall live'. Tear the hook from the barracuda's mouth, dissect the animal, put it in your mouth, chew, chew on life, take in this world and give back, all is alive and all is love. Savour this moment that cannot ... Journal Entry Remove Your Head from Your Balloon Knot, Por Favor Mexico 2007