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<p>Vacation log...</p>
<h4>Wednesday</h4>
<ul>
<li>landed in honolulu - 8PM (delayed)</li>
<li>Ana Monara Hotel</li>
<li>Walk around ghetto/red light district</li>
<li>shopping/downtown area</li>
<li>noodles at noodle house</li>
<li>back to hotel</li>
<li>mirrors</li>
</ul>
<h4>Thursday</h4>
<ul>
<li>honolulu-kauai flight</li>
<li>land in kauai - 9AM</li>
<li>rental - Jeep</li>
<li>Surf Shack</li>
<li>Snorkel Bob's rental</li>
<li>Beach House Beach - horrible snorkeling hell</li>
<li>return/exchange gear</li>
<li>poipo beach - fun snorkeling-dangerous rocks</li>
<li> - private</li>
<li>nachos/margheritas</li>
<li>hyatt lagoon pool (stolen leis)</li>
<li>horrible downpour - jeep difficulties</li>
<li>pizzetta-pizza and salad to go</li>
<li>home-pain lovely sounds of rain and ocean</li>
</ul>
<h4>Friday</h4>
<h4>Saturday</h4>
<h4>Sunday</h4>
<h4>Monday</h4>

<p>
I am sick, I have a cold. It is stifling my work and personal life. I noticed
now more than before how emotionally unstable it can pull me. The mind and
body are one thing, they're inexorably linked into one piece of flesh. We are
flesh and flesh alone, this cold is more proof of that fact.
</p>
<p>
Sometimes it
seems easy to think that our conscious/the organ that creates it is not
flesh/is not physical. This is the lie enforced by biology, this is the
tendency that brings about the need for white-light and classic religions.
The idea of "meta-physical", the idea of "god", etc. These are all inventions
of the unadvanced mind of man, we are not used to consciousness, we are just
starting to evolve with it, we are young. To share this form with everyone
means pain. I am in pain. Mostly just with this damn cold though.
</p>

<p>
I dreamed that people browsing Google Maps satellite imagery located some
sort of gigantic self-portrait of George W. Bush made out of raised sections
of grass out on his ranch somewhere, G.W. visible from space. Then there was
some kind of TV show playing and Al Gore was on it saying that this proves
"Bush is an egotistical freak" or something to that effect.
</p>
<p>
Later in the
dream I'm on some alien desert planet. The people there seemed to be under
Bush's rule and fighting against it. They were all afraid of dying from a
small spider looking creature with several more than eight legs. They had
this slightly raised tomb over the ground that took in light from the sun and
transmitted light out of it much stronger than what went in. They said the
light leaving the tomb was much stronger than "any optics could produce". I
think they wanted to use it as a Weapon of Mass Destruction...
</p>
<p>
As much as I
like to stay away from political topics especially during this administration
- my dream life is influneced by them yet.
</p>