amniöt Experiencer Notebook

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• IPShOSh Journal Entry Language WISDOM 2014
• Basilisk of Light + p.VI if you stay naive you can remain innocent of everything. "the exposure of innocence is a lie" the joy you share with others is also my joy. give me all your attempts to make me sorry. to addict me to sorrow. it is fun to wander into the clouds but carelessness attracts malignant forces and to stay high you walk on our... Journal Entry WISDOM Friends 2011
• Masters, Mankind, Metamorphosis i do love you: the precious few who still support me in the dark hours* of my Metamorphosis. when my skin is tender with the remnants of broken sentiments and i strike-out** at thy delicate touch. i realize this process hurts us both. also do i love all of Mankind and its putrid over-emphasis on mundaneness***, for... Journal Entry WISDOM Thought Friends 2011
• Trinitempli O3O experimentation = invocation = divination alchemy = goetia = qabalah SCIENCE = RELIGION = PHILOSOPHY dualism = monism = nihilism 2 = 1 = 0 wisdom = understanding = knowledge 3 = 8 = 1 trances/paths: mechanica/fortune = joy/sorrow = self/less 0 = 3 = 2 Mercury = Sulphur = Salt ... Journal Entry WISDOM Cosmology 2011
• Depths funny how we think we can see so much of our world with the naked eye - not so! i've come to this approach to life: be excited for death yet focused on life... death in this shell to me seems like the beginning of high adventure... yeah, but you need an ultra elite electron microscope to get those badass shots normal one... Journal Entry WISDOM 2010
• Statuz trys to unwind culture by passively offering foreign objects up for inspection /// has become the fool on the hill... Journal Entry WISDOM 2010
• Cogito Ergo Sum cogito ergo sum the boundaries that i can *sense* are my controllable boundaries i am, because i can cognize my own existence the ego becomes necessary once more, at the level of interacting with people when you cannot cognize that you are them. I FEEL the boundary, even though it doesn't OBJECTIVELY exist... the o... Journal Entry WISDOM Friends 2010
• All is Arbitrary, Temporary Illusion / All is Light unless one is attempting to de-power some aspect that has been talking too loudly: calling anything illusion is meaningless, as all is thus. all current illusion is the will of the all. a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality). Though A... Journal Entry WISDOM Yoga Emotion 2009
• ghostbeetlebloodwater it's my birthday what the fuck do i care about that? so fucking drunk so split-knuckled fucking dumb drunk knuckles against wood let me in i'm alone on the cold concrete of my expensive apartment yet not alone yet so not fucking alone so alone crusting blood trickles knuckles now i want more where did i lea... Journal Entry Hallucination Emotion Friends WISDOM 2008
• Birthgasm embodying pure emanations of nature biting the white hot blade of love illuminating exit holes in the death-cycle for every action not-taken there exists a concrescing birth-orgasm my mind rejects your dogma like viral-infection the drama is nice but what about that climax? (there's no such thing as too much lubricati... Journal Entry Hallucination Friends Culture WISDOM 2008
• Numinosity I am within you, and of you. At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sist... Journal Entry WISDOM Harmony Yoga Emotion Cosmology 2008
• 1/2=2=0 I've come the closest ever to actually posting in the SPAZList. The reason is thus: nobody has said anything all that intelligent or even made a note about Novelty when discussing 2012 as a date, it has slightly irritated me... Regardless of any Mayan correspondence, 2012 is nothing short of thus: th... Book Concern Building Yoga Hallucination Infrastructure Feline WISDOM Anatomy Cosmology 2007