Perception, Awareness, Consciousness, Mental Emanations, Spheres
Unlocking Occult Spheres of Understanding and Communication through Experimentation with and Categorization of Experience, Psychonautical Experimentation, Sephiroth Invocation
Subject Children 40
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Acquired ACHAD's classic study
Photograph
Books
11-2255 Jungle King Ave. (((Fern Forest)))
Cosmology 2017
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Th Eh Lh Ay Mh Ah
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Cosmology
Crystals 2017
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Added several Kenneth Grant volumes to the collection
Photograph
Books
Cosmology 2017
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Acquired this release from 93 Publishing
Books
Photograph
Cosmology 2017
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Tarot and work items
Photograph
Cosmology 2017
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Crystal grid on book cover
Photograph
Crystals
Cosmology 2017
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Acquired Nema's journal
Books
Photograph
Cosmology 2016
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A note of encouragement for my Friends
All of the most ecstatic, elated, jubilant, exciting, delicious, rewarding moments of my life are so great and so appreciated, there are no complaints here. And yet they are just as important, just as deep, just as potentially fulfilling as *this present moment*.
There is no better place or time or entity to be than he...
Harmony
Journal Entry
Friends
Cosmology 2016
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Acquired newused Roberts book
Photograph
Books
Cosmology
Lot 92, Kokokahi Rd. (((Fern Forest))) 2015
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Pleasure
Cosmology
Crystals
Reptile
Harmony
73-1251 Akina Pl.
Photograph 2014
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Berry Smoothie @Mars Cafe, Des Moines, Iowa, USA
Anatomy
Cosmology
Food
Photograph 2013
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cover for "The Vision and the Voice" w/quartz, fractal triangle button, shark tooth and lightning ring
Photograph
Books
2300 University Ave. #202
Cosmology
Crystals 2012
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Alter 2011
Infrastructure
Cosmology
2300 University Ave. #202
Photograph 2011
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Trinitempli O3O
experimentation = invocation = divination
alchemy = goetia = qabalah
SCIENCE = RELIGION = PHILOSOPHY
dualism = monism = nihilism
2 = 1 = 0
wisdom = understanding = knowledge
3 = 8 = 1
trances/paths: mechanica/fortune = joy/sorrow = self/less
0 = 3 = 2
Mercury = Sulphur = Salt
...
(Type)Wisdom
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2011
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MIRRORACLE
the strongest weapon is the mirror
i fight my enemies with naught else
for self-centeredness is the most self-less possibility...
Emotion
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2011
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illusion + experiencer = reality
the illusion of free will (in organisms)
creates the reality of free will
(for their creator and the creature)
because they act on that sensation of free will.
so since they think they are in control of their organism,
they can truly act outside the expectations of their creator
('new' things are possible!).
if the...
Cosmology
Emotion
Journal Entry 2010
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Demiurgic Growth Vat Dumping
is that y we've been grown in this vat?
bcs a sorrow-enshrouded world(view) creates the best kind of art [when one overcomes it]?
we are a steaming pile of creative spark ripe for the dumping back in to the galactic mind stew...
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2010
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Found Old Ouija Board
Cosmology
Culture 2010
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white journal '10
one nothing -> one source -> one playground...
Cosmology
Yoga
Journal Entry 2010
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yellow journal '10
only creating internal frictions concerning "one's own" morality of "one's own" actions can be said to be "false will" (as in opposition to the Thelemic idea of True Will)
all will is one will above the abyss, likewise, there true and false do not exist
Anything in quotes above is a conventionalized lie concerning the nat...
Harmony
Journal Entry
Cosmology 2010
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LAYLALAI
stir my no-thing-trance
The purpose of conscious life is to learn lessons about the nature of creation (the verb) and to add to the delicate fine subtle fabric thereunto...
Harmony
Journal Entry
Cosmology 2010
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Novelty Trough Today
Use this timewave calculator yourself...
Kindness
Cosmology
Screenshot 2009
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Dual Reply
2=1=0! :)
all aspects reconcilable...
boundaries are temporary illusions...
the division is for the chance of union and beyond moral judgement...
though i do agree it is harmful for this species to continue its blind faith in the dual, i realize it has gotten us where it has...
also, i believe that magick can be used a...
Yoga
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2009
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starting hir day, rebirth, change fractal cascade
watching the labyrinth walls
blueprinting metamorphosis along its way
i/o balancing....
[the ego *is* a structure:
"false" in its pretenses,
"evil" in its raw expression
and essentially "hollow" as it may be,
it contains a "personality",
which is a dualing input/output stream of pure lifeforce]
...all t...
Harmony
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2009
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Block Universe Plane, Emanating a No Free-Will Perspective?
not only do all passed events make up what you currently are, but all future events as well - this is called closed time-cube cosmology....
(Path)Fool
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2009
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DuaConnecta
Diagram
Cosmology
Yoga
Adjustment 2009
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AnUNioN for Σ
Journal Entry
Diagram
Yoga
Cosmology 2009
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'Understanding Nebula' Labyrinth Game
{connect visually in illustrator}
the ego is a "protective" layer/program,
leftover from the tribal survivalist operating-system.
it is a system that can assume the identity of the greater self
it is a system that is created by feedback from your environment
it is not the true self but a hallucinated idea of an u...
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2009
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Balance Winds Oozing Dichotomic Awareness
Remaining Faithful to Unity thereby dissolving Blame and Guilt Programming
Feel: that truth is a feeling. and as such has little to do with the 'true or false' duality platform, inwhich all things are both. this realization though can become the Unity perceived, the circle completed: an orgasm if one is to surrender to i...
Friends
Cosmology
Yoga
Sky
Journal Entry 2009
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Effort Confusion '09
Cosmology
Thought
Friends
Yoga
Journal Entry 2009
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Morality and Destiny are Matters of Dimensionality
The moment one suppresses the true self* is the moment that that self attempts to
manipulate the way others perceive it. This is the physical-body-oriented
ill-intent that the ego expresses from the human organism... Which can spiral into
mental pathology for many modern persons like myself. Though no thing can be
good ...
Cosmology
Friends
Journal Entry 2009
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Purchased "Vision and Voice" Hardcover
Books
Cosmology 2008
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Obnoxious
falsehood exists. truth does not. many things can be false. falseness does not imply there is anything that can be called truth. this is the essence of 333. "Thought is itself Untrue" sometimes out of frustration, i curse the model builder within me. i try to do it without closure...
Cosmology
Adaptability
Art 2008
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Numinosity
I am within you, and of you.
At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled
which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sist...
(Type)Wisdom
Harmony
Yoga
Emotion
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2008
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Simplistic Ascension Model
Yes, mind puzzles, that's what excites me- magic, hacking, visualizing, creating. And, also: The drive to dissolve mental boundaries. I noticed that few appreciate the meaning of aesthetics. why do I try so hard? it has become culturally-sanctioned to behave atrociously, I don't wish t...
Cosmology
Emotion
Journal Entry
Diagram 2007
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1/2=2=0
I've come the closest ever to actually posting in the SPAZList. The reason is thus: nobody has said anything all that intelligent or even made a note about Novelty when discussing 2012 as a date, it has slightly irritated me... Regardless of any Mayan correspondence, 2012 is nothing short of thus: th...
83 McAllister St. #112
Yoga
Hallucination
Infrastructure
Feline
(Type)Wisdom
Anatomy
Cosmology 2007
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Get Out My Mind
I dreamed someone was attacking me over and over with a knife, while dodging the knife stabs the attacker would be biting me to an excessively painful level, I wonder if I was crying out in my sleep, it was that intense. I found this more interesting when I woke up and realized my brother had just had his ACL replace...
Journal Entry
Dream
Cosmology
Anatomy 2007
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How is Math.Rand() Calculated?
Orgnsm report '07/03/22 anoml - v3p6 [link forthcoming, Sorry] note: this is randomly generated through the JavaScript engine. - higher ordered patterns emerge from the "random" number generator's output, - so, is this a pattern from the mechanics of the...
Cosmology
Culture
Journal Entry 2007
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Dump from 2006-10.txt
i think that no matter how much people think they own and try to own things, it can't happen. it's impossible. ownership is a false concept, in much the same way that the ego is a false concept. no person has the capacity to own anything or anyone. no person has the capacity to be cut off from the system that is our univers...
Cosmology
Journal Entry 2007
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Map of orgnsm.org in its infancy
This is what this page looks like when the major DOM nodes are mapped. There is a color key available on the site where you can make these maps. ...
Cosmology
Journal Entry
Screenshot 2006