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Feel: that truth is a feeling. and as such has little to do with the 'true or false' duality platform, inwhich all things are both. this realization though can become the Unity perceived, the circle completed: an orgasm if one is to surrender to its ecstasy. it means a shedding of illusory constructs, realizing true blends 100% into false. these and other constructs make us who we are currently. the infinite possibility of existence, fluctuating compliments, all beautiful as all be.

Process: as the past (which can never again be experienced) drives the experiencer to cling to things like antiquated tendencies of the lower-dimensional realities, the searing radiation of truth burns inward from the future. almost too painful to bare, as freedom overwhelms the loveplay-weary voyager: i ask if this is 'the moment we've all been waiting for' - shivering, sobbing in the cold wind - replies: yeahhssss.

Surrender: so, expose my pride, dance on my resistance, soak my necessity in warm spit, dissect my competitiveness survival-program, gain insight on my control-based dis-ease. to achieve ease? achieve not - end the pain, or do not. cannot push surrender to manipulate an end, the surrendering means you accept any end. i can become aware (of its manipulative nature), i can choose (to not cave to its pressures), i can balance (the courage with the fear, the joy with the pain).

Question: is not, what things you know that are true or false but, how much truth can you stand (before there is nothing recognizable as you left)? can you go all the way? make that hallucinated-sacrifice? the universe watches until you do and you've already decided, haven't you?

(Attribute)Magus. SUBJECT Friends , 100
(Attribute)Magus. SUBJECT Cosmology , 75

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