My heart is quite exposed right now. Which feels unfamiliar and erratic and I don't know quite how to proceed. Knowing and feeling, what is the difference? My ego starts to cry out and shiver and grasp at things to console itself. My true will at the core of the matter, guiding in silence. I must not desire a thing inside the captivity of falsehood. Outside, the desire is not mine alone. To succeed in heaven and earth the honest flow of the self must be allowed, unbound by the limiting habits of the animal matrix. To know me is to partner with me in trust, for knowledge of a thing allows control of a thing. And yet complete knowledge is impossible. One must learn to connect the data moreso than to store it.
