amniöt Experiencer Notebook

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.. and yet the more we fight, the more rights they steal.. does fighting now mean shutting up?
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this is not a civil rights era, you will not be granted rights in response to direct actions, you will be punished because the majority actually would rather support tyranny over freedom and live in their little comfort cages of false security. the police have orders to treat you as if you are simply 'getting in the way (of their peacekeeping)' if you are engaged in action challenging to the establishment then your rights are basically waived.
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<p>i will be stoking the cleansing fire</p>
<p>nervous they are, those that wish to live without giving. the more they draw guns, the more nervousness they reveal. their sinking financial projections, the controllers/bankers know and they are so so frightened. fear turns to insidious plans. total collapse is now inevitable.</p>
<p>Sean Maccracken Since at least the bronze age this same time bomb has been ticking.</p>
<p>Laïlamlith Nebulæ interesting position we are in that we get to experience it.. that is, if i can find a way to tolerate the agonies of the final birth of human consciousness into the galactic mind without deciding to terminate my earth life first</p>
<p>Sean Maccracken The stakes are high at this stage, for sure. Make or break time.</p>
<p>Laïlamlith Nebulæ yeah, i wish i had more energy or something. i don't really know what my weakness is exactly but in general dominance has been winning out against my aspirations</p>

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1-performing full moon ritual out in the field (which was specifically geared towards contacting the astral body) [2010-03-30@2AM]
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2-having partially achieved a wonder-trance (via transmuting a sorrow-trance) which i felt under the spell of when i first saw the skull (so the find was perhaps a direct reward for achieving that state at that time)... moments after seeing the skull i saw the coyote about 50ft away burst out of the trees and run off [2010-03-30@11AM]
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3-before dragging it back (/last night) i had this strange notion that the astral body liked to play around out in the trees where the creek was located and that there must be little astral forest creatures and whatnot out there(!!) (pretty sleep deprived here...) [2010-03-30@9PM]
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4-get it home, tweet about it, mindy prieur asks about meaning and i wonder if the skull sitting here is a possible gateway towards connecting with either A) the foresty area nearby [including coyote - probably the most complex nonhuman lifeform in the vicinity] or B) the astral body itself, or both. [2010-03-31]
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:) there was also rib and leg bones around, I'm thinking it was a winter kill for this coyote that lives out here
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<pre>one nothing -&gt; one source -&gt; one playground</pre>

<p>... would've been better in psilocybin-vision. Perhaps then the 75% of the audience that did not realize that the dragon was actually a symbol for the inner-demon of illusion called Choronzon and that the entire film was actually a multi-layered metaphorical symbol of incredible subtlety. The film masterfully encourages the masses to banish said demon thereby creating new beginnings (see: 11) AKA accomplishing the magickal work.</p>
<p>The "place" called Wonderland is used to describe how Nature approaches the "individual" via a series of ordeals in order to awaken him/her to foreign aspects of perception and ability (which are two sides of the same coin). The quickest and most effective way of interfacing with the (M)other is via psychedelic shifting of perception by entheogen ingestion (which i feel was at least alluded to in the film). Another common method is through control of dreams, as is the case in the film, which also symbolizes metamorphosis (11 again)... an awakening of consciousness a layer deeper.</p>
<p>The film leaves out only one detail of the storyline: what she ate before tumbling down that hole.</p>

<p>only creating internal frictions concerning "one's own" morality of "one's own" actions can be said to be "false will" (as in opposition to the Thelemic idea of True Will)</p>
<p>all will is one will above the abyss, likewise, there true and false do not exist</p>
<p class="note">Anything in quotes above is a conventionalized lie concerning the nature of Self</p>
<p>am i still too lazy to join the white school?</p>

<div class="subtitle">stir my no-thing-trance</div>
<p>The purpose of conscious life is to learn lessons about the nature of creation (the verb) and to add to the delicate fine subtle fabric thereunto</p>

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<p>Saturday, February 27th, 2010</p>

<p>Come celebrate life with us at a 6 room virgin venue!</p>

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<li>The Puritan -gnome jazz</li>
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<h3>ADRENALINE Room</h3>
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<li>Gnomes of Destruction -LIVE dark psy</li>
<li>Aktif -dark psy</li>
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<h3>SENSORY INTEGRATION Room</h3>
<p>Relax and play in our state of the art chill environment. Fully equipped with pillows, beads, and soothing lights.</p>

<h3>ADDITIONAL INFO</h3>
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Saturday, February 27, 2010<br/>
Doors open @ 7:00pm<br/>
Music start at 8:00pm to 6:00am
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<p>Venue info will be announce here the day before the event and on mnvibe.com in the Events forum.</p>

<h3>PARKING</h3>
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Limited $5 parking for CARPOOLS of 4 or more per vehicle.
On-street parking (not secure)
NO Parking in the apartment complex lot
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<h3>TICKETS</h3>
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$25 at the door<br/>
$20 Presale<br/>
$16 Early Presale<br/>
$12 Advance Discount
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612-874-8892
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We will have friendly but firm security professionals and a uniformed police officer to ensure the safety of everyone attending this event.
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Visuals For The Night Will Be By VJ Psychromatic<br/>
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<pre>DESIRE DEMANDS THAT I DO NOT DEMAND
FOR DEMANDED DESIRE FULFILLMENT IS NOT WHOLISTIC</pre>