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under my grime is spit-shine the lightbulb hum harmonizes in and out with the music eye cross dress the vision will go as far as you let it, it can always go further learned a lot about self-sex agitated erection develops from astral projection doubling the 1-to-2 lengthening the holy books of chaos magick chaos being the solar 1 and magick 2 equilibriating equiliberating congressvm aürä which is more provocative: vagina or sideways mouth or sideways eye transmit hadit particles become a perfected key by aligning yourself to fit the tumblers therby unlocking mysteries fullmoonrite saturnsday. crystalscrying sunsday. work dayside, work nightside how do u consider wizardstep, sorceresstrance, ghoulhaus let fire in let vision in hyperreal vision the aetheric energy skeleton of the waves on your skin of the pulsing of your heart... Journal Entry Grimey Emotion
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1: cicadas coming out of the ground slowly, then faster, surrounding and wanting to lay near some other animal friend i had, they began to swarm and i had to run inside to avoid the buzzing cloud. 2: professional waterslide rider. love triangle of deception and betrayal. 3: dirtbike offroad escape, pulled over and ticketed several times, cops finally catch me again after i had gotten high.... Journal Entry new luna in Virgo Dream
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inside noah's restaurant, it's more like a spa, i met a goth-punk girl who is expressive about being a lesbian. we seemed interested in eachother despite her adamence about only liking girls. i go to take a shower in this restaurant-spa, the ppl i'm with don't seem to notice me undressing lots of crazy different kinds of clothes/female clothes and tossing on ground. i emerge and want to find the girl again. i go to a parking lot across the street where she and many boys are hanging out around a single car. i try to give her my card in my wallet but i can't find one w/o writing on it. i dump my whole wallet out on the ground and go through it. i finally realize that there are clean cards in the billfold section but i need to urinate. i go to a corner, one guy says that corner is ok but i hear shouts to go to a different corner, it is really difficult to pee and there are boys around me, one with a largely erect penis. finally i get it out and try to find the girl, she has disappeared, i go out onto the street but no sign of her, i realize noah's is closed but i left my keys inside with my clothes...... Journal Entry luna in Taurus Dream
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suburban house party w/l, left w/j to go in to a city bcs he wanted more dancing, went into a mall with a store with glass cases full of metal snake pieces, police are there, they ask where i am coming from, i said i moved here from iowa recently, they said this is the guy, they stuck me with a long poison metal rod and they and many other men started beating me down and slamming metal things into my face.... Journal Entry luna in Capricorn Dream