Cinema
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it's my birthday what the fuck do i care about that? so fucking drunk so split-knuckled fucking dumb drunk knuckles against wood let me in i'm alone on the cold concrete of my expensive apartment yet not alone yet so not fucking alone so alone crusting blood trickles knuckles now i want more where did i leave those razors fresh cut arms wiping blood against the pages it's a code you see see it opening up so drunk it's my birthday give me all of it now give me what's in the icebox give me my beautiful fungiqueen now so tripped drunk AND tripped just what black thing crawled into me on the floor of the shower so alone so not don't care if i don't wake up projecting out so hot hot the hot water unending on the body hours maybe there at the bottom of the shower this complex has a large hotwater tank hot hot wet skin punching through initial veils of the astral-inner-out-sight back on the fucking concrete bloodcrusted slits slapping on the concrete the book red encodings splattered red fading to orange switch to inner-sight punch out punch the fuck out of this ... Journal Entry ghostbeetlebloodwater Hallucination Emotion Friends
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embodying pure emanations of nature biting the white hot blade of love illuminating exit holes in the death-cycle for every action not-taken there exists a concrescing birth-orgasm my mind rejects your dogma like viral-infection the drama is nice but what about that climax? (there's no such thing as too much lubrication*) what are the limitations really? you think i don't know how to engineer the street-hustla-turned-rapper lifestyle? this is a global joint. 1+i *there will always be friction... Journal Entry Birthgasm Hallucination
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I am within you, and of you. At any slice in time of my existence any number of hyperdimensional situations are taking place, conducted by "the Collective Unconscious", socalled which could mean that the gateway to hyperlight communication must also exist, if one were to be so inclined as to invoke thine brothers and sisters! which also means ego death subject-object blurring Dyana -> Samadhi According to Hinduism, dhyana is considered as a stage of awakening in such precious condition where you get obvious rid of maya (the false expression or emotion present in the world) Dyana - Meditation is an unbroken flow of thought toward the object of concentration. Prolonged concentration. In the practice of meditation, a succession of identical waves (thoughts) are raised in the mind; and this is done so quickly that no one wave is allowed to subside before another arises to take its place. Ego is the feelings/experiences one has about the self, which discerns itself from what is not itself. it is false because all its operations run under the misconception that the self is separate. temporary loss of thi... Journal Entry Numinosity (Type)Wisdom Harmony Yoga Emotion Cosmology