amniöt Experiencer Notebook

<p>The moment one suppresses the true self* is the moment that that self attempts to
manipulate the way others perceive it. This is the physical-body-oriented
ill-intent that the ego expresses from the human organism... Which can spiral into
mental pathology for many modern persons like myself. Though no thing can be
good nor evil. The human entity bound to time must make the choice they tend to
feel is most proper under the banners of wholeness, wholesomeness and
connectedness (which the ego attempts to revolt against) if they are attempting
the path of ascension.</p>
<p>All things are cast by the shadow of zero. All is illusion. To be attached to
some of these is to be human. Though cleansing means detachment. Allowing the
foreign to penetrate you.</p>
<p class="note">*note that the true self has already decided to suppress itself through
the human organism or not (for its own experiencial purposes). which removes
the power for a human to do good or evil. transcendent forces govern the
universe in total, you are that force but with self-imposed/temporary
boundaries. some must play the part of the tragedy.</p>
<p>sin is restriction.</p>

<pre><a href="http://spaz.org/node/1241" rel="external">Katanexus - Katabatik Soundsystem at Orbis Nex</a>

January 24th , starts at 9pm

5$ entry - a benefit for prisoners of "the green scare"

SIXTEENS, NU IT HAD IT, EYEBRANE , DIMENTIA

Djs: Nezzy Idy, RMS, Pink.Noise, Grizelda Blanco

Third to last Katanexus ever!</pre>

<p><a href="http://havocsound.org" rel="external">Havocsound presents....</a></p>
<pre>
WIDE AWAKE

Sat Jan 17th - In San Francisco

$10/9pm-6am/2rooms/DJs/LivePAs/drinks

Room 1: hardcore, tekno, breakcore, jungle, dubstep

spukkin faceship (spaz)
heartworm (5lowershop, slowleak)
pu22L3 (slowleak, daly city records)
sour (havocsound)
stapler (sofat!)
fishstix (jungle terror crew)
campbell (east bay mashups)
miss gawker (spaz)
harro (socal dubstep/breakcore)

Room 2: ACID LOUNGE!!!

jack clang (havocsound)
solstinger (5lowershop)
666 gangstaZ (5lowershop, teen suicide)
d-syn (spaz)
rtype (teen suicide records)
madaro (blackkat nyC)

more TBA

check <a href="http://havocsound.org" rel="external">havocsound.org</a> for more info
INFOLINE: 415-762-3616

*Wide awake is a benefit party for Dreamland Community Center, a nonprofit
staffed by members of Havocsound that provides an all ages space for art
and music in Hayward; and 5lowershop, one of the last creative spaces of its
kind in San Francisco.</pre>

<p>
...just had a dream in which i became pretty much fully conscious towards the
end of. i could not break out of it, trapped in the subconscious...
in the dream i had woken up in my bed (how cinematique) and there
were people in my house taking all my stuff away, cleaning and
painting over all the items i had placed on my wall.
</p>
<p>
after fighting with them and leaving the house to see if anyone could
help me - i started yelling "it's not real, this isn't real". people
just looked at me as they do in this situation...*
</p>
<p class="note">
*of course it is as real as anything else the perception system
has a tendency to sense, what was meant was "this isn't the physical manifestation
plane", but i was a bit panicked...
</p>
<p>
to wake up i had to go into the apartment and look for something
that was out of place... i saw that there should have been some
things along a wall that were not there, then i felt like a triple
take as my body turned and twisted around and i finally woke up
to the apartment as i had left it...
</p>
<p>
Dia: Mercury<br/>Luna: Gemini (Waxing, 84%)<br/>Sola: Capricorn
</p>
<p class="quote">
"if thou wishest to converse with Spirits it should be
especially on the day of Mercury"
</p>

<div>
<a href="http://spaz.org/node/1228" rel="external">prepare yourself for an evening of severe sound...<br/>
metal and electronics combine to give you whiplash inducing evil...</a>
</div>
<div>prepare to hurt your neck really, really badly...</div>
<h5>starring:</h5>

<ul>
<li>
* DRUMCORPS (berlin)
<div>back in the bay area for a rare visit... aaron spectre aKa drumcorps, the master
of metal/breakcore hybrids brings the pain...</div>
</li>
<li>
* ANIMOSITY (sF)
<div>san francisco's best death metal band... weird and heavy as hell.</div>
</li>
<li>
* REALICIDE (L.A./nomadic)
<div>robert inhuman is one of our favorites, prepare for real electronic punk rock.</div>
</li>
<li>
* EMBERS (oakland)
<div>black metal from the east bay... dark, ambient, heavy as hell...</div>
</li>
<li>
* EUSTACHIAN (L.A./sF)
<div>digital grindcore at it's best... pure fury and freak out...</div>
</li>
</ul>

<div>that's right... all this for a measly...oh, let's say 10 bucks...</div>
<div>december 19th...sF warehouse location...</div>
<div>415.762.3616 for directions and info...</div>

<pre>Detrimental Disco Wibble Tour 2008

***VENETIAN SNARES***
~~OTTO VON SCHIRACH~~
CYRUSREX * NAHA * VJ Dizy Pixl
2xInTheFace - The Mole - Kon 396 - P-Raw
featuring art by: Kelly Porter &amp; Letecia Gravitania

21+
$20 presale $25 door
www.brownpapertickets.com

<a href="http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=36129677876" rel="external">Facebook Event Page</a></pre>
<div class="thought_break">thought break</div>
<pre>
Incidentally, there is also a free afterparty starting at 2:00am, only 7
blocks away from Sweets.
More information will be distributed at the show that night.

Baseck - Naha - Pu22le - Naked Slice - R-type
</pre>

<pre><a href="http://www.katabatik.org/news.htm" rel="external">Katanexus Friday December 12th</a>

Live Musick from:

<a href="http://www.realicide.com" rel="external">Realicide</a> - Nomadic/LA sociopolitical gabber punk

<a href="http://www.unpoisson.com" rel="external">Aymeric Hainaux</a> - Paris FR experimental vocalist

<a href="http://www.myspace.com/armyoflovesound" rel="external">Amandroid</a> - Bass Warrior - SPAZ/Army of Love

+ guest DJ Grizelda Blanco

and katabatik dj's selecting the finest weirdcore, slimewave, death trance and abandoned house

<a href="http://www.vialmagazine.com/breadcrumbs.html" rel="external">at Orbis Nex - in Oakland</a>

starts at 9pm

$5-$15 entry - a benefit for "green scare" political prisoners

<a href="http://www.katabatik.org" rel="external">www.katabatik.org</a></pre>