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Snake Flute
I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking recorder from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was clo...
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Deepest Shade of Mushroom Blue
i have loved an xenomorph
and given birth to myself as a new kind of organism
guided by light
stripped of all convention
i am and can code
interfaced with foreign information systems
in a state of magical resonance
infused with song and imagination
show me
take me
hold me
tell me
i would also like to show you.
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Get Out My Mind
I dreamed someone was attacking me over and over with a knife, while dodging
the knife stabs the attacker would be biting me to an excessively painful
level, I wonder if I was crying out in my sleep, it was that intense. I
found this more interesting when I woke up and realized my brother had just
had his ACL
replace...
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Remove Your Head from Your Balloon Knot, Por Favor
A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell.
A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks.
Awaiting night and a return to the sea.
Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins.
Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves.
The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home.
Whitey ...
Mexico 2007
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Mexico 2007
A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell.
A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks.
Awaiting night and a return to the sea.
Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins.
Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak r...
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<p>I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Recorder" rel="external">recorder</a> from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was close enough to bite me and did so.</p>
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<p>i have loved an xenomorph<br/>
and given birth to myself as a new kind of organism<br/>
guided by light<br/>
stripped of all convention<br/>
i <strong>am</strong> and <strong>can</strong> code<br/>
interfaced with foreign information systems<br/>
in a state of magical resonance<br/>
infused with song and imagination<br/>
show me<br/>
take me<br/>
hold me<br/>
tell me<br/>
i would also like to show you.<br/>
i saw tribal societies being infused with alien technologies<br/>
i saw entire civilizations being harvested and transported in grotesque ways<br/>
i saw the lines being blurred in every way possible<br/>
i saw my body as a vestigial vessel, an outgrowth of this planet<br/>
i felt an <a href="http://quake.wr.usgs.gov/recenteqs/Quakes/nc40199209.html" rel="external">earthquake</a> hit<br/>
i saw my relationship to time changing to prepare for infinity.<br/>
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<p>
I dreamed someone was attacking me over and over with a knife, while dodging
the knife stabs the attacker would be biting me to an excessively painful
level, I wonder if I was crying out in my sleep, it was that intense. I
found this more interesting when I woke up and realized my brother had just
had his <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anterior_cruciate_ligament" rel="external">ACL</a>
replacement surgery this morning. I called him and he said he was scared as
hell after being brought into the O.R. and viewing the palettes of cutlery
and surgical machinery, but everything went well, he's currently dosed on
Vicodin and should be able to walk again in a couple weeks.
</p>
<div class="thought_break">thought break</div>
<p>
I'm out of 5-HTP, my depression smashing placebo. I feel very alone right
now.<!-- I'm done acting like I've got anything to offer anyone.-->
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<p>
My camera's batteries are dead, I've had no photos of anything to put up
here recently. So here's an older one:
</p>
<p>
I desire death, I long for the glories it shall provide. I also desire to
drink deeply of the experiential subtleties of life. The time here is but a
drop in the ocean and shall be cherished by me 'til darkness comes to take
me away.
</p>
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When I have nothing left to feel.<br/>
When I have nothing left to say<br/>
I'll just let this slip away.<br/>
<br/>
I feel these engines power down.<br/>
I feel this heart begin to bleed<br/>
as I turn this burning page.<br/>
<br/>
Please forgive me if I bleed.<br/>
Please forgive me if I breathe.<br/>
I have words I need to say.<br/>
Oh so very much to say.<br/>
<br/>
And whose life do I lead?<br/>
And whose blood do I bleed?<br/>
Whose air do I breathe?<br/>
With whose skin now do I feel?<br/>
<br/>
I'm supposed to walk away from here.<br/>
I'm supposed to walk away from here.<br/>
<br/>
And whose life do I lead?<br/>
Whose blood do I bleed?<br/>
Whose air do I now breathe?<br/>
I'm convinced there's nothing more.<br/>
<br/>
The day you died I lost my way.<br/>
The day you died I lost my mind.<br/>
<br/>
What am I supposed to do?<br/>
Is there something more?<br/>
<br/>
The engines power down.<br/>
Like a soldier to his end I go.<br/>
Because I'm convinced<br/>
that there is nothing more.<br/>
<br/>
and whose life do I lead<br/>
and whose air do I breathe?<br/>
With whose skin and whose blood do I feel?<br/>
<br/>
What happens now?<br/>
Have I done something wrong?<br/>
<br/>
Forgive my need to bleed right now.<br/>
Please forgive my need to breathe<br/>
But I've so much to say<br/>
and it wouldn't matter anyway.<br/>
You're not here to hear these words that I must say<br/>
and I'm convinced inside<br/>
that there is nothing more.<br/>
<br/>
Whose life do I lead?<br/>
Whose air do I breathe.<br/>
Whose blood do I now bleed?<br/>
With whose skin now do I feel?<br/>
<br/>
I have nothing left to say.<br/>
I have nothing left to feel.<br/>
Am I supposed to let this go now,<br/>
let darkness come and take you away?<br/>
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Speed me towards death<br/>
'Cause I just can't wait for her<br/>
I want her to come<br/>
I want to embrace her<br/>
I've decided it's life<br/>
That I don't like<br/>
That I don't like<br/>
<br/>
Speed me towards death<br/>
'Cause I think she'd go for me<br/>
They say time is the cure<br/>
I can't wait, he's too slow for me<br/>
I've tried all the rest<br/>
Now I want to try the best<br/>
And I'd die for some company<br/>
I'd die for some company<br/>
<br/>
I don't want to die slowly<br/>
I don't want to decay<br/>
I want to be chosen<br/>
I want to be made<br/>
I don't want to die lonely<br/>
And weary of life<br/>
I will not be earthbound<br/>
I'm going to fly<br/>
So speed me towards death<br/>
<br/>
You know I want her to taste me<br/>
My senses are dead<br/>
I want her to awaken me<br/>
I've realised that this<br/>
world at its best<br/>
Is just a prelude to the next<br/>
And it's not what I want to hear<br/>
It's not what I want to read<br/>
<br/>
I don't want to die slowly<br/>
I don't want to decay<br/>
I want to be chosen<br/>
I want to be made<br/>
I don't want to die lonely<br/>
And weary of life<br/>
I will not be earthbound<br/>
I'm gonna fly<br/>
<br/>
For life is a game<br/>
Fit only for fools<br/>
It's a horse that can't win<br/>
In a race rigged to lose<br/>
So speed me towards death
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<p>A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell.<br/>
A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks.<br/>
Awaiting night and a return to the sea.<br/>
Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins.<br/>
Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves.<br/>
The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home.
<br/>
Whitey rides dolphins for $150 a piece.<br/>
Whitey feeds on cheap delicacies from the troughs, pumped full of alcohol.<br/>
A Hollywood film presented beach-side, feel close enough to home for y'all?<br/>
And oh thee Delphinus - an early Gaiain attempt at Mind Export, sway in the
fluid (constant meditation), I long to learn from thee.<br/>
My outer layers aflame from our dying Star, you burn brightly above our thin
atmosphere.<br/>
Under thee I lay drained, observing the surf shaping the coastline with might,
constant fractal flux.<br/>
And a vow of nonflux, thou art wed on the water, 'as long as you both shall
live'.<br/>
Tear the hook from the barracuda's mouth, dissect the animal, put it in your
mouth, chew, chew on life, take in this world and give back, all is alive and
all is love.<br/>
Savour this moment that cannot be described or beheld, all is moving, too fast
to catch.<br/>
Remains of the sea cow's meal (lettuce head), packed as a slave, too small cage.
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The schizophrenic has a stench, I must hide myself from the common priority.--></p>
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| 721 | I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking recorder from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was close enough to bite me and did so. I can't really sleep much recently. Serpents are in my dreamland often. | Snake Flute |
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| 466 | A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell. A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks. Awaiting night and a return to the sea. Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins. Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves. The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home. Whitey rides dolphins for $150 a piece. Whitey feeds on cheap delicacies from the troughs, pumped full of alcohol. A Hollywood film presented beach-side, feel close enough to home for y'all? And oh thee Delphinus - an early Gaiain att | Remove Your Head from Your Balloon Knot, Por Favor |
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I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking recorder from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was close enough to bite me and did so. I can't really sleep much recently. Serpents are in my dreamland often....Journal Entry
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A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell. A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks. Awaiting night and a return to the sea. Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins. Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves. The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home. Whitey rides dolphins for $150 a piece. Whitey feeds on cheap delicacies from the troughs, pumped full of alcohol. A Hollywood film presented beach-side, feel close enough to home for y'all? And oh thee Delphinus - an early Gaiain attempt at Mind Export, sway in the fluid (constant meditation), I long to learn from thee. My outer layers aflame from our dying Star, you burn brightly above our thin atmosphere. Under thee I lay drained, observing the surf shaping the coastline with might, constant fractal flux. And a vow of nonflux, thou art wed on the water, 'as long as you both shall live'. Tear the hook from the barracuda's mouth, dissect the animal, put it in your mouth, chew, chew on life, take in this world and give back, all is alive and all is love. Savour this moment that cannot ...Journal Entry
Remove Your Head from Your Balloon Knot, Por Favor
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amniöt http://amniot.orgnsm.org/syndicateRecent life posts by Ova Nebula en Fri, 07 Sep 2007 18:35:52 -1000 Hungrylight http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/199]]> 199 Fri, 07 Sep 2007 18:35:52 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/hungrylight.png?itok=uCRa-J5B Going Dancing http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/374]]> 374 Tue, 04 Sep 2007 17:22:12 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007-09-04.png?itok=Xanc1f-L The Items We Carry http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/464]]> 464 Sun, 26 Aug 2007 19:07:09 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007-08-26_carried_items.png?itok=rEBMQ_2v Storm http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/205]]> 205 Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:42:48 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007_stormtrooper.png?itok=mbweqgXN Snake Flute http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/721I dreamt I bought a large archaic-looking recorder from someone that was dumpster diving for $5. I then brought it over to an old lot where a building used to be to show it to some people I knew. Upon playing it a black snake appeared out of the ground, then a green snake, then many many green snakes and one of them was close enough to bite me and did so. I can't really sleep much recently. Serpents are in my dreamland often.
]]>721 Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:41:48 -1000 Deepest Shade of Mushroom Blue http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/462]]> 462 Sat, 21 Jul 2007 18:22:31 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007-07-21_friends.png?itok=p8P9ye_T Get Out My Mind http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/710]]> 710 Wed, 11 Jul 2007 00:00:00 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007-07-11_noir-1.png?itok=AnlaFGZs in studio http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/119]]> 119 Mon, 09 Jul 2007 20:49:39 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2007_4439646829_9a5c07090d_o.png?itok=12ah5dBq Remove Your Head from Your Balloon Knot, Por Favor http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/466A pool cut into rock where reef fish dwell.
A pool uncut, tidal formation, a striped eel basks.
Awaiting night and a return to the sea.
Orchestrating fish schools, my goggles and fins.
Slam me into sharp coral, my kayak rides waves.
The shell of a beast packed delicately in styrofoam, your new northern home.
Whitey rides dolphins for $150 a piece.
Whitey feeds on cheap delicacies from the troughs, pumped full of alcohol.
A Hollywood film presented beach-side, feel close enough to home for y'all?
And oh thee Delphinus - an early Gaiain attempt at Mind Export, sway in the fluid (constant meditation), I long to learn from thee.
My outer layers aflame from our dying Star, you burn brightly above our thin atmosphere.
Under thee I lay drained, observing the surf shaping the coastline with might, constant fractal flux.
And a vow of nonflux, thou art wed on the water, 'as long as you both shall live'.
Tear the hook from the barracuda's mouth, dissect the animal, put it in your mouth, chew, chew on life, take in this world and give back, all is alive and all is love.
Savour this moment that cannot be described or beheld, all is moving, too fast to catch.
Remains of the sea cow's meal (lettuce head), packed as a slave, too small cage. ]]>466 Sun, 01 Jul 2007 19:23:36 -1000 Mexico 2007 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/465465 Mon, 25 Jun 2007 19:18:31 -1000
