amniöt Experiencer Notebook

<p>that's right. we're going to officially kill it at this one. come and
bring your dancing shoes...</p>
<p>friday, may 29th...</p>
<p>it's the last ever breakcore party. EVER.</p>

<p>featuring:</p>
<ul>
<li>deleeete (pandead, puzzling, BELGIUM)</li>
<li>mochipet (daly city records)</li>
<li>bloody snowman (mathlab audio, daly city records)</li>
<li>the stapler (sofat! soundsystem)</li>
<li>heartworm (5lowershop, slowleak records)</li>
<li>lucy stoner (lowtech)</li>
<li>blipvert (dtrash recordings)</li>
<li>666 gangstaz (5lowershop, slowleak records)</li>
</ul>

<pre>
sound by mathlab audio.
382 bayshore blvd
10pm-(???)
7 bucks.
</pre>

<p>not only do all passed events make up what you currently are, but all future events as well - this is called closed time-cube cosmology.</p>

<pre>THE LE MA
is the label of
the resonation
on all planes</pre>

<p>WAVE ORGAN picnic/skillshare/performances</p>

<p>it's that time again...</p>

<p>our long running series "it's always the quiet ones" returns to the wave organ in san francisco...</p>

<p>join us for an afternoon of skillshare, potluck picnic and ambient performances on sunday, may 24th...</p>

<p>for those of you unaware of the awesomeness of the wave organ lookee here:
http://www.exploratorium.edu/visit/wave_organ.html</p>

<p>and this year, we have the blessing of peter richards, the artist who conceived and built the wave organ. he will be attending and we're hoping give a bit of insight into this magical san francisco landmark...</p>

<p>skillshare/field recording/sound design:<br/>
bring your laptop, field recording devices, gear and an open mind to talk and experiment with the environment...</p>

<p>
performances and presentations from:<br/>
scott arford<br/>
bloodysnowman<br/>
R.M.S.<br/>
dimentia<br/>
semolina cornflake<br/>
heartworm<br/>
$limelord
</p>

<p>plus more TBA....</p>

<p>sound by mathlab audio...</p>
<p>approx noon to sundown... FREE...</p>
<p>bring food, blankets, kids and what have you...</p>

Balance<div class="subtitle">(Æon of) Ma'at <span class="subtitle">H&#233; Final</span></div>
<div class="subtitle">Truth<span class="subtitle">, Judgement</span></div>
<div class="subtitle">Apocalyps<span class="subtitle">, The Throne of Spirit<span class="subtitle">, Daughter</span></span></div>

<p>
Presented By Spaz and Katabatik - Two rooms of brain melting sonic mutations from bay area underground soundsystems.
</p>
<p>
The Bordello: 1274 East 12th St, Oakland - Starts at 9pm<br/>
$10 - Supports the Mutant Fest<br/>
Flyer here: http://www.katabatik.org
</p>
<p>
at the historic Bordello in Oakland.
</p>
<p class="note">
( the Bordello used to be Mr. Floppy's Flophouse where Psychic TV used to play: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Floppy's_Flophouse )
</p>

<p>working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising
awareness can help).</p>
<p>want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i
guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic
control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates fire. smoke
from that fire clouds all perception.</p>
<p>resistance there. my own choice. to be alive is to resist. i can only lessen it
through love... as you aptly noted as your intention: "ego - quiet"</p>
<p>all clarity so fleeting... trying to understand for so long. seems so easy for
so many others. and it really is simple, the simplest things are the hardest to
swallow.</p>

<p>first shot from built-in camera in fresh new laptop</p>
<p>b&amp;w filter in PhotoBooth</p>

<pre>
grateful for
the dreams
last night

floating across
the open desert
jumping
flipping
spinning
if i wish
i need not
come down
accepted there
weaving patterns
with others
my mother watches
from the sidelines

composites of friends,
friends to come,
families to come.
she seems to mock me
but i feel her adoration.
floating near me.

i go on and on
spin around to
see the direction i'm moving in
and bam
a tree is right there
my legs catch me against it.
that tree is in a yard
near a small old
white farmhouse.

her father encourages me
inside that house,
asks what my move is.
"butt float maneuver"
i explain
my inner balance
keeps my ass
just off the ground
as long as i desire.
he says
to keep that naming

she seems indifferent
but i feel it a mask
her mother drives us
down a dirt road
she hands me a cigarette
from the front seat
she has a shell
behind it explodes beauty
and i feel she feels
our possibility
</pre>
<div class="quote">An angel appointed to guard the spirits at their birth.</div>

<p>unless one is attempting to de-power some aspect that has been talking too loudly: calling anything illusion is meaningless, as all is thus. all current illusion is the will of the all.</p>

<p>a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality).</p>

<p>Though All is Light on the Absolute plane.</p>

<p>the dark is the delusion of the MANY in the voyager... that delusion expresses itself in many ways but is avoidable IF THOU WILT</p>

<p>One (of The Many) can accept* (which means compassion) and evolve as said voyager wilt.</p>

<p class="note">*full acceptance means dissolving into the void</p>

<p>That will guides Nuit and her company Hadit. These infinites compose the unification deities of the aeons of the manifestation planes.</p>

<p>http://www.facebook.com/events/70245611648/</p>

<p>
Friday, April 24th<br/>
Record.Label.Records and Katabatik present:<br/>
live multi-channel electronic musick with:
</p>

<ul>
<li>
POLAR<br/>
http://www.katabatik.org/POLAR
</li>
<li>
Nommo Ogo<br/>
http://www.nommoogo.org
</li>
<li>
Fluorescent Grey<br/>
http://www.myspace.com/fgrey
</li>
<li>
NADA<br/>
http://www.katabatik.org/nada
</li>
</ul>

<p>
A CD release part for Nommo Ogo 'Across Time and Space'<br/>
Refreshments provided by Aphotic Ales<br/>
At the RML Compound, SF<br/>
visit http://www.katabatik.org/compound<br/>
for location info.<br/>
starts at 9pm, doors open at 8:30<br/>
8$
</p>

<p>
Flyer here : http://www.katabatik.org/images/comp24th.jpg
</p>
<p>
<a href="http://katabatik.org/compound" rel="external">Compound Information</a>
</p>

<p>
Thursday, April 23rd<br/>
Katabatik Metacommunications presents<br/>
A Throbbing Gristle Afterparty... <br/>
~11pm - 2am<br/>
Djs: D-SYN, pink.noise., R.M.S.<br/>
at the space gallery<br/>
1141 Polk St<br/>
San Francisco<br/>
Free<br/>
<a href="http://www.spacegallerysf.com">http://www.spacegallerysf.com</a>
</p>