<pre>2=1=0! :)
all aspects reconcilable...
boundaries are temporary illusions...
the division is for the chance of union and beyond moral judgement...
though i do agree it is harmful for this species to continue its blind faith in the dual, i realize it has gotten us where it has...
also, i believe that magick can be used as a tool of nondual training since it seems to me to be simply yoga in reverse ["conquering god" on the flip side of "dissolving into god"... the two directions can be balanced in a harmony]</pre>
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- AMF13 Journal still processing this...... the more i reflect the more amazing it feels.... some highlights: the soundsystem camps were so so pleasing to see out in that setting after years of bay area undergrounds... all my acquaintances from that scene were there... the drugs were amazing and i had some of the prettiest and most intens... Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII Friends Hallucination Journal Entry 2009
- starting hir day, rebirth, change fractal cascade watching the labyrinth walls blueprinting metamorphosis along its way i/o balancing.... [the ego *is* a structure: "false" in its pretenses, "evil" in its raw expression and essentially "hollow" as it may be, it contains a "personality", which is a dualing input/output stream of pure lifeforce] ...all t... Harmony Cosmology Journal Entry 2009
- Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII still processing this...... the more i reflect the more amazing it feels.... some highlights: the soundsystem camps were so so pleasing to see out in that setting after years of bay area undergrounds... all my acquaintances ... Gatherings (Subject)Fortune Gatherings Travel 2009 4
- AMF13 Photos 1. haunted meadow 2. amber+haunted meadow 3. crushed vw... Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII Plantae Photograph Friends 2009
- Wild Wild Whomp@The Bordello, Oakland, CA REDLINE, MALLABEL, CAMP? & FSOUND PRESENT: WILD WILD WHOMP A 3 ROOM DUBSTEP, GLITCH & JUNGLE PARTY RUNNING FROM 9PM TO 6AM WITH DJS: DZ - badman press, canada KOZEE ULTRAVIOLET SAMSUPA SPIT BROTHERS BLACKHEART RASTATRONICS ZOMBIE J MYCHO PAN COCOA DUB PIRATES EL DIABLO JOHN HOLIDA... Gatherings Dubstep 2009
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- Teacompression@Vulcan, Oakland, CA Greetings. We of the Bone Temple Psonick Teahouse will be having a little gathering/ reunion, celebrating what was for us a truly wonderful thirteenth Mutantfest. We will begin at the Vulcan unit #5 the "Prop Box", and migrate throughout other Vulcan units, finishing at #39. Come shake your ass with us one again. BYO T... Gatherings Bone Temple Psonick Teahouse@AMF Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII 2009
- Clairity's Bon Voyage benefit@Skylark, SF IT'S HAPPENING Clairity is FINALLY leaving the Bay Area....so... If you are friends with Claire, worked with claire, went to school with claire, dj'd with claire, made beats with claire, dated claire, drank with claire, partied with claire, enjoyed claire's music, enjoyed claire's company or wanted to do any of these things... Gatherings 2009
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<pre>still processing this...... the more i reflect the more amazing it feels.... some highlights:</pre>
<p>the soundsystem camps were so so pleasing to see out in that setting after years of bay area undergrounds... all my acquaintances from that scene were there... the drugs were amazing and i had some of the prettiest and most intense visions ever.... m3sc4line [first time], 5hr00ms, L25, 2-Ci and K were all in my system by the end of the weekend!... the presence of "the other" was at times so overwhelming at one point i literally thought the campgrounds had shifted and left this planet.... had a run-in with an attendee that ended in a tragic event after i left (there's a big long story i have to tell about this but face-to-face seems best).... the only really negative things i have to say are that the folks could've been a bit more inviting and the parties a bit more engaging (too much of the time i'd be the only person in front of a soundsystem dancing).... oh and much much better selection of music than burningman could ever supply! (dubstep, jungle, breakcore, hardcore, tekno, blackmetal, darkambient and of course "experimental" were all represented strongly).... basically, i think you all would've enjoyed it!</p><p>i saw heaven, i overcame the possibility of hell, i cried and i writhed in the dirt with ecstatic joy.....</p>
<!--p>def. intense for me too... was not expecting those things to happen... felt very very drawn to you (which is not a new thing) and was having some thoughts/visions that drove me to open to you in that way. after i saw you at katabatik when fauna was playing, i prayed that i would get to hang out with you alone that night.</p-->
<!--p>i feel like i've started to develop crush-type feelings for you again for a while now tho... kataoasis.... TG..... etc... i can't help it when i see you.</p-->
<!--p>[ i had the thought that it would get too intense going to gemini w/you and that i would want to hang out with you there and that it may have been the wrong time for it... but that was only after you asked me to go... before then i had decided not to and i was halfway into a mushroom trip when you offered a ride. ]</p-->
<!--p>the deep pain i've felt and the aggressive manner in which i pushed you away is, to me, simply a sign that i was/am still very interested in you.</p-->
<!--p>i do love you back... even when we are not romantically engaged or if there is some pain in me that wins at controlling... the love is unconditional.</p-->
<!--p>was wondering when you get back... already missing you. we had to leave shortly after i left your tent. was fucking hard to go... staying the rest of the time was all i could think that i wanted. yuri was unyielding to my attempts at staying...</p-->
<!--p>ended up bawling my eyes out right before we left, but not really over leaving, mostly i just FELT so fucking much... my time with you was bliss (both nights), and made all the effort to go worth it for me. not much privacy out there, so people were worried about me, but little of the tears were coming from sadness... bottled feelings pouring out, older knots unraveling, forgiving myself... i said that the crying means i'm doing really well.</p-->
<!--p>want you to know that my intention is to maintain a level of health necessary to be near you... i love you deeply, theorna.</p-->
<!--p>yeah, i had a lot of hard moments there, was not all cool.... much of this had to do with the crustpunk/scumfuck groups that were in attendance... i had to hear men make obscene remarks towards women, overhear that some guy had badly beaten up a woman, etc, i even had to watch a guy die (but that is a longer story).... along with this was a fairly noticeable prejudice towards how i looked, more specifically: that i was not dirty or crusty or had not enough patches on my clothes to fit in with the area we were camped at. i played one trance song out of my car and someone told me to "shut it off because this area of mutantfest doesn't like techno".... the people at the festival seemed intensely dualistically divided... between those interested in aesthetics and those against interest in aesthetics.... thankfully i found enough of the former (acquaintances from underground parties over the years) to stay positive during my time there.... the chemicals and music helped as well :)</p-->
<!--p>i'm not so sure you missed a lot because you were up there early in the week... we saw all of friday and saturday night and it was pretty dead both nights... i wonder when the really happening time to be there is? it was much more fun than burningman has ever been for me... i knew a lot of people there and the aesthetics were much more pleasing and engaging to me, even if it wasn't all that lively most of the time.</p-->Connections:Attribute Type:(Type)Wisdom -
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<pre>watching the labyrinth walls
blueprinting metamorphosis along its way
i/o balancing....
[the ego *is* a structure:
"false" in its pretenses,
"evil" in its raw expression
and essentially "hollow" as it may be,
it contains a "personality",
which is a dualing input/output stream of pure lifeforce]...all the while viewing this apparent dual as illusory,
a cultural artifact...pure lifeforce flow!
true will
or the guardian angel
represents
the most proper
egoic veil i/o
or lifeforce dynamic
for the individual in question
obtained through surrender
of the personalityyogic fine tuning (apparent control - Yama)
magickal will projection (apparent control - Invocation)
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REDLINE, MALLABEL, CAMP? & FSOUND PRESENT:WILD WILD WHOMP
A 3 ROOM DUBSTEP, GLITCH & JUNGLE PARTY
RUNNING FROM 9PM TO 6AMWITH DJS:
DZ - badman press, canada
KOZEE
ULTRAVIOLET
SAMSUPA
SPIT BROTHERS
BLACKHEART
RASTATRONICS
ZOMBIE J
MYCHO PAN COCOA
DUB PIRATES
EL DIABLO
JOHN HOLIDAY
NTRLD
ROB CANNON
FIRE LIEBER
CARLY D
NO KOMPLY
CUBEHEAD
MIKHAL
SUBADDICTION
SKULLTRANE
SLOPPY CURSIVE
DYMPHNA
TOM T
MC DUH
MC CHRONIC G-Clothing From- CREATE by Michelle, & Succulent Groove by Felice
Live painting Jessica Perlstein
Visuals : Sloppy Cursive
Psyphy-Delic Burlesque Show
Raffle -win a date with a DJ
Kelly Koehler photography
LuxVibes videoOfficial Site: http://www.mallabelmusic.com
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<p>Greetings.</p>
<p>We of the Bone Temple Psonick Teahouse will be having a little gathering/ reunion, celebrating what was for us a truly wonderful thirteenth Mutantfest. </p>
<p>We will begin at the Vulcan unit #5 the "Prop Box", and migrate throughout other Vulcan units, finishing at #39.</p>
<p>Come shake your ass with us one again.</p>
<p>BYO Tea. And Booze.</p><div class="caption note">skull murals by jordan s.</div>
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<p>IT'S HAPPENING Clairity is FINALLY leaving the Bay Area....so... If you are friends with Claire, worked with claire, went to school with claire, dj'd with claire, made beats with claire, dated claire, drank with claire, partied with claire, enjoyed claire's music, enjoyed claire's company or wanted to do any of these things...well...this is your last chance to hang with claire...so hope you can come down to see her up close and personal one last time!</p>
<pre>entertainment for the evening:
Mochipet
Forest Green
Dave Aju & Wrong
Sarah Delush
and of course Dj Clairity10-2
$3-5 donation
hope to see you there
♥
clairityClairity
Wrong and Dave Aju
Mochipet
Forest Green
Sarah Delush9-1ish at the skylark next tuesday
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]]>amniöt http://amniot.orgnsm.org/syndicateRecent life posts by Ova Nebula en Tue, 07 Jul 2009 18:29:55 -1000 Dual Reply http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/4552=1=0! :) all aspects reconcilable... boundaries are temporary illusions... the division is for the chance of union and beyond moral judgement... though i do agree it is harmful for this species to continue its blind faith in the dual, i realize it has gotten us where it has... also, i believe that magick can be used as a tool of nondual training since it seems to me to be simply yoga in reverse ["conquering god" on the flip side of "dissolving into god"... the two directions can be balanced in a harmony]
the soundsystem camps were so so pleasing to see out in that setting after years of bay area undergrounds... all my acquaintances from that scene were there... the drugs were amazing and i had some of the prettiest and most intense visions ever.... m3sc4line [first time], 5hr00ms, L25, 2-Ci and K were all in my system by the end of the weekend!... the presence of "the other" was at times so overwhelming at one point i literally thought the campgrounds had shifted and left this planet.... had a run-in with an attendee that ended in a tragic event after i left (there's a big long story i have to tell about this but face-to-face seems best).... the only really negative things i have to say are that the folks could've been a bit more inviting and the parties a bit more engaging (too much of the time i'd be the only person in front of a soundsystem dancing).... oh and much much better selection of music than burningman could ever supply! (dubstep, jungle, breakcore, hardcore, tekno, blackmetal, darkambient and of course "experimental" were all represented strongly).... basically, i think you all would've enjoyed it!
i saw heaven, i overcame the possibility of hell, i cried and i writhed in the dirt with ecstatic joy.....
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