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Basilisk of Light - p.IV
you may love me unconditionally but you do not want me.
if you do then what's stopping you?
what has always stopped you?
is it that i show weakness, humanness?
i cannot constantly play God and let you transgress all modes of my human selfness.
i am meant to be like this: vulnerable.
how you truly feel about me y...
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2300 University Ave. #202
(Des Moines, Iowa)Newen's Dairy Lofts
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funny how we think we can see so much of our world with the naked eye - not so!
i've come to this approach to life: be excited for death yet focused on life... death in this shell to me seems like the beginning of high adventure...
yeah, but you need an ultra elite electron microscope to get those badass shots
normal one...
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<!--remember when i asked you to marry me?
and you wouldn't even give me a straight answer?-->
you may love me unconditionally but you do not want me.
if you do then what's stopping you?
<!--from being with me unconditionally?-->
what has always stopped you?
is it that i show weakness, humanness?
i cannot constantly play God and let you transgress all modes of my human selfness.
i am meant to be like this: vulnerable.
how you truly feel about me you will not say.
you prefer power but your power corrupts you, to balance power takes responsibility.
<!--no one wants to be the loser of the pretty princess contest 100% of the time.-->
i gave you everything i had to give.
and you rejected me because i hurt.
because my ego takes power occasionally.
when you turn away.
all i ask is for mercy.
help cleanse me of my ignorance.
if i could understand then i can overpower it.
<!--and relocate some sort of balance in my emotional life.-->
you do what is easy
because you don't like to sleep alone.
i thought i gave you a new home
what about me wasn't enough?
you were too high to remember.
i was too high to not notice and record every acute detail.
tell me, tell me, tell me, am i accursed?
i forgive you but i do not trust you
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<p>thanks to <a href="http://www.etsy.com/shop/eternalart">eternalart</a> for the curtain!</p>
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<p>funny how we think we can see so much of our world with the naked eye - not so!</p>
<p>i've come to this approach to life: be excited for death yet focused on life... death in this shell to me seems like the beginning of high adventure...</p>
<p>yeah, but you need an ultra elite electron microscope to get those badass shots<br/>
normal ones are good for bigger stuff///less alien stuff<br/>
yet still pretty alien</p>
<p>yeah the material world seems so big and uncharted but comparing that with the kabbalistik idea that even the material is just one of 10 spheres [or dimensional emanations]<br/>it seems even more ...... infinite</p>
<p>...... whoa... i want a microscope.</p>
<p>u can also tune yr visual cortex [part of brain] into hidden visual zones.... take 1/3 the bag ov shrooms in yr freezer and close the eyes, u will see it, i bet</p>
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you may love me unconditionally but you do not want me. if you do then what's stopping you? what has always stopped you? is it that i show weakness, humanness? i cannot constantly play God and let you transgress all modes of my human selfness. i am meant to be like this: vulnerable. how you truly feel about me you will not say. you prefer power but your power corrupts you, to balance power takes responsibility. i gave you everything i had to give. and you rejected me because i hurt. because my ego takes power occasionally. when you turn away. all i ask is for mercy. help cleanse me of my ignorance. if i could understand then i can overpower it. you do what is easy because you don't like to sleep alone. i thought i gave you a new home what about me wasn't enough? you were too high to remember. i was too high to not notice and record every acute detail. tell me, tell me, tell me, am i accursed? i forgive you but i do not trust you ...
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funny how we think we can see so much of our world with the naked eye - not so! i've come to this approach to life: be excited for death yet focused on life... death in this shell to me seems like the beginning of high adventure... yeah, but you need an ultra elite electron microscope to get those badass shots normal ones are good for bigger stuff///less alien stuff yet still pretty alien yeah the material world seems so big and uncharted but comparing that with the kabbalistik idea that even the material is just one of 10 spheres [or dimensional emanations]it seems even more ...... infinite ...... whoa... i want a microscope. u can also tune yr visual cortex [part of brain] into hidden visual zones.... take 1/3 the bag ov shrooms in yr freezer and close the eyes, u will see it, i bet the importance of being an entity is experiencing the lifetime... therein one becomes cocreator with the 'god' that initiated your life... that god's joy is in experiencing your experience... [that god which is then, in the end, also seen to be yourself]...
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]]>amniöt http://amniot.orgnsm.org/syndicateRecent life posts by Ova Nebula en Sun, 20 Feb 2011 03:07:59 -1000 Sky http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/34]]> 34 Sun, 20 Feb 2011 03:07:59 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2014-02-19_13.jpg?itok=R3j9iE93 Basilisk of Light - p.IV http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/631you may love me unconditionally but you do not want me. if you do then what's stopping you? what has always stopped you? is it that i show weakness, humanness? i cannot constantly play God and let you transgress all modes of my human selfness. i am meant to be like this: vulnerable. how you truly feel about me you will not say. you prefer power but your power corrupts you, to balance power takes responsibility. i gave you everything i had to give. and you rejected me because i hurt. because my ego takes power occasionally. when you turn away. all i ask is for mercy. help cleanse me of my ignorance. if i could understand then i can overpower it. you do what is easy because you don't like to sleep alone. i thought i gave you a new home what about me wasn't enough? you were too high to remember. i was too high to not notice and record every acute detail. tell me, tell me, tell me, am i accursed? i forgive you but i do not trust you
i've come to this approach to life: be excited for death yet focused on life... death in this shell to me seems like the beginning of high adventure...
yeah, but you need an ultra elite electron microscope to get those badass shots
normal ones are good for bigger stuff///less alien stuff
yet still pretty alien
yeah the material world seems so big and uncharted but comparing that with the kabbalistik idea that even the material is just one of 10 spheres [or dimensional emanations]
it seems even more ...... infinite
...... whoa... i want a microscope.
u can also tune yr visual cortex [part of brain] into hidden visual zones.... take 1/3 the bag ov shrooms in yr freezer and close the eyes, u will see it, i bet
the importance of being an entity is experiencing the lifetime... therein one becomes cocreator with the 'god' that initiated your life... that god's joy is in experiencing your experience... [that god which is then, in the end, also seen to be yourself]
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