Balance(Æon of) Ma'at Hé Final
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Balance<div class="subtitle">(Æon of) Ma'at <span class="subtitle">Hé Final</span></div>
<div class="subtitle">Truth<span class="subtitle">, Judgement</span></div>
<div class="subtitle">Apocalyps<span class="subtitle">, The Throne of Spirit<span class="subtitle">, Daughter</span></span></div>
<p>
Presented By Spaz and Katabatik - Two rooms of brain melting sonic mutations from bay area underground soundsystems.
</p>
<p>
The Bordello: 1274 East 12th St, Oakland - Starts at 9pm<br/>
$10 - Supports the Mutant Fest<br/>
Flyer here: http://www.katabatik.org
</p>
<p>
at the historic Bordello in Oakland.
</p>
<p class="note">
( the Bordello used to be Mr. Floppy's Flophouse where Psychic TV used to play: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Floppy's_Flophouse )
</p>
<p>working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising
awareness can help).</p>
<p>want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i
guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic
control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates fire. smoke
from that fire clouds all perception.</p>
<p>resistance there. my own choice. to be alive is to resist. i can only lessen it
through love... as you aptly noted as your intention: "ego - quiet"</p>
<p>all clarity so fleeting... trying to understand for so long. seems so easy for
so many others. and it really is simple, the simplest things are the hardest to
swallow.</p>
<p>first shot from built-in camera in fresh new laptop</p>
<p>b&w filter in PhotoBooth</p>
<pre>
grateful for
the dreams
last night
floating across
the open desert
jumping
flipping
spinning
if i wish
i need not
come down
accepted there
weaving patterns
with others
my mother watches
from the sidelines
composites of friends,
friends to come,
families to come.
she seems to mock me
but i feel her adoration.
floating near me.
i go on and on
spin around to
see the direction i'm moving in
and bam
a tree is right there
my legs catch me against it.
that tree is in a yard
near a small old
white farmhouse.
her father encourages me
inside that house,
asks what my move is.
"butt float maneuver"
i explain
my inner balance
keeps my ass
just off the ground
as long as i desire.
he says
to keep that naming
she seems indifferent
but i feel it a mask
her mother drives us
down a dirt road
she hands me a cigarette
from the front seat
she has a shell
behind it explodes beauty
and i feel she feels
our possibility
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<div class="quote">An angel appointed to guard the spirits at their birth.</div>
<p>unless one is attempting to de-power some aspect that has been talking too loudly: calling anything illusion is meaningless, as all is thus. all current illusion is the will of the all.</p>
<p>a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality).</p>
<p>Though All is Light on the Absolute plane.</p>
<p>the dark is the delusion of the MANY in the voyager... that delusion expresses itself in many ways but is avoidable IF THOU WILT</p>
<p>One (of The Many) can accept* (which means compassion) and evolve as said voyager wilt.</p>
<p class="note">*full acceptance means dissolving into the void</p>
<p>That will guides Nuit and her company Hadit. These infinites compose the unification deities of the aeons of the manifestation planes.</p>
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amniöt http://amniot.orgnsm.org/syndicateRecent life posts by Ova Nebula en Fri, 22 May 2009 13:28:37 -1000 Adjustment http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/22]]> 22 Fri, 22 May 2009 13:28:37 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/Maat.png?itok=U7ojCkuZ Mutant Mind Meld http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/361]]> 361 Fri, 22 May 2009 11:39:50 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2009-05-22_mutant-mind-meld.jpg?itok=phOWT4Zc The Insulation Programming of the Emotional Sphere http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/510working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising awareness can help). want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates fire. smoke from that fire clouds all perception.
resistance there. my own choice. to be alive is to resist. i can only lessen it through love... as you aptly noted as your intention: "ego - quiet"
all clarity so fleeting... trying to understand for so long. seems so easy for so many others. and it really is simple, the simplest things are the hardest to swallow.
]]>510 Thu, 21 May 2009 17:21:46 -1000 Testing Laptop Builtin Cam http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/345]]> 345 Tue, 19 May 2009 17:01:05 -1000 http://amniot.orgnsm.org/sites/amniot.orgnsm.org/files/styles/large-landscape-or-portrait/public/2009-05-19.jpg?itok=Zl52dj_t LAYLA http://amniot.orgnsm.org/node/718grateful for the dreams last night floating across the open desert jumping flipping spinning if i wish i need not come down accepted there weaving patterns with others my mother watches from the sidelines composites of friends, friends to come, families to come. she seems to mock me but i feel her adoration. floating near me. i go on and on spin around to see the direction i'm moving in and bam a tree is right there my legs catch me against it. that tree is in a yard near a small old white farmhouse. her father encourages me inside that house, asks what my move is. "butt float maneuver" i explain my inner balance keeps my ass just off the ground as long as i desire. he says to keep that naming she seems indifferent but i feel it a mask her mother drives us down a dirt road she hands me a cigarette from the front seat she has a shell behind it explodes beauty and i feel she feels our possibility
a possibly useful filter: is something based on rejection? That is the darkness (from voyager perspective/plane of duality).
Though All is Light on the Absolute plane.
the dark is the delusion of the MANY in the voyager... that delusion expresses itself in many ways but is avoidable IF THOU WILT
One (of The Many) can accept* (which means compassion) and evolve as said voyager wilt.
*full acceptance means dissolving into the void
That will guides Nuit and her company Hadit. These infinites compose the unification deities of the aeons of the manifestation planes.
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