The perceived will in relation to the perceived will's of other incarnated lifeforms in the environment
Subject Children 40
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Familiar Miracle@The Script
http://www.facebook.com/events/415391351877608...
Gatherings
Friends
SUBJECT 2013
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Bouncehaus@Familiarmiracle
Familiar Miracle@The Script
Gatherings
Friends
Anatomy 2013
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Waimae Beach/Valley
O'ahu
Anatomy
Plantae
Friends
Photograph 2013
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Spiine
Anatomy
Friends 2013
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d bl : R nb ww w
Sky
Friends
Anatomy
Plantae 2013
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Let Go
Anatomy
Friends
2300 University Ave. #202 2013
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Dreamhaus
Dream
Screenshot
Friends
Journal Entry 2013
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Caller 0000000000
Screenshot
Friends 2012
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Fruit Love
Plantae
Friends
Photograph 2012
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Bracelet via @cindergarden
http://cindergarden.tumblr.com...
Anatomy
Friends 2012
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Waikiki Hotel
Location (attribute)
Plantae
Friends
Photograph 2012
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Strange Invasion (Art Opening for Curtis Poortinga) @ Thee Eye, Des Moines, Iowa
http://www.facebook.com/events/129864743829138...
Gatherings
Friends 2012
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@oOoOO Show
from event: http://ouroboros.orgnsm.org/node/130...
Friends
Anatomy
oOoOO, Hollagramz, Picture Plane 2011
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@SPAZ@MFest15
EVENT INFO...
Friends
Anatomy
Plantae
Autonomous Mutant Festival XV 2011
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@amf15
Autonomous Mutant Festival XV
Anatomy
Friends
Gatherings
Photograph 2011
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Basilisk of Light + p.VI
if you stay naive you can remain innocent of everything.
"the exposure of innocence is a lie"
the joy you share with others is also my joy.
give me all your attempts to make me sorry. to addict me to sorrow.
it is fun to wander into the clouds but carelessness attracts malignant forces and to stay high you walk on our...
Journal Entry
WISDOM
Friends 2011
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Vivid Dream
This dream wasn't like the others It was a dark warehouse like the others But darker Too dark We enter groundfloor There was a group (5) that split Then just two of us (Liz) We are in a strange room with what appears to be a shaft with large pipes running through it that leads sort of both up and out. The monsters d...
Dream
Friends
Journal Entry 2011
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Masters, Mankind, Metamorphosis
i do love you: the precious few who still support me in the dark hours* of my Metamorphosis.
when my skin is tender with the remnants of broken sentiments and i strike-out** at thy delicate touch.
i realize this process hurts us both.
also do i love all of Mankind and its putrid over-emphasis on mundaneness***, for...
Journal Entry
WISDOM
Thought
Friends 2011
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I am death
I need no one. No one is worth my time. You are fucking twisted and I'm done telling you so. Bye twitter, last post.
there was a time when I gave up everything for this race. But it was a mistake, you are fucking cruel, replaceable and left me in your shit
You built tall walls to keep me out but keep your selfish shit...
Friends
Journal Entry 2011
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Basilisk of Light - p.IV
you may love me unconditionally but you do not want me.
if you do then what's stopping you?
what has always stopped you?
is it that i show weakness, humanness?
i cannot constantly play God and let you transgress all modes of my human selfness.
i am meant to be like this: vulnerable.
how you truly feel about me y...
Friends
Emotion
Journal Entry 2011
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Sunset from Oakland Hills
Sky
Plantae
Friends
Photograph
Panoramic 2010
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Feast of the She-Wolf
Sky
Friends
Gatherings
Plantae
Photograph 2010
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w/Kristen
Friends
Anatomy
Photograph 2010
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Apologiae Exacerbacione
i apologize to my friends for being assumptive and over imaginative and for
giving confusing and/or paranoid and/or selfish communicationss
i am learning through "failure" at this...
Friends
Emotion
Journal Entry 2010
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How to proceed? ((solved))
"the object of Incarnation is to obtain its reactions to its relations with other incarnated Beings and to observe theirs with each other"
"incarnation" here is speaking about incarnation out of the supernal triad and down into the actual and material zones where one angel (magickal clothing of the microcosm) can obser...
Friends
Emotion
Journal Entry 2010
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Iowa Farm Barn Fire
Friends
Plantae
Photograph 2010
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Love and Sunbeams
you said i needed love
and sunshine
you said you'd give it
for a moment...
Friends
Journal Entry 2010
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Find Others
honing the netweb glue trap
find thee others
where be u...
Friends
Journal Entry 2010
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Racial Murders
almost no one can properly define what race is without an anthropological degree.
racism tends to self-generate.
white people killing blacks makes blacks hate whites. makes whites hate whites. makes whites that already hated blacks hate them more for being upset.
the linguistic mechanics of "black and white" is a...
Friends
Journal Entry 2010
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True
Finding true love and true enjoyment can be pretty detrimental to the human mind...
Friends
Journal Entry 2010
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Detachment Entrapment
[hidden prologue]
you'd love me if i didn't care
where i was
how i was received
who cared
and y
is sentimentality my biggest weakness?
that i care?
teach me how to detach
tech me how to be
unconditionally...
Emotion
Yoga
Friends
Journal Entry 2010
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"i gonna fight ya with my heart and soul"
.. and yet the more we fight, the more rights they steal.. does fighting now mean shutting up?
this is not a civil rights era, you will not be granted rights in response to direct actions, you will be punished because the majority actually would rather support tyranny over freedom and live in their little comfort cag...
Journal Entry
Friends 2010
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so ready to watch society burn
i will be stoking the cleansing fire
nervous they are, those that wish to live without giving. the more they draw guns, the more nervousness they reveal. their sinking financial projections, the controllers/bankers know and they are so so frightened. fear turns to insidious plans. total collapse is now inevitable.
Sean Ma...
Journal Entry
Friends 2010
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Cogito Ergo Sum
cogito ergo sum
the boundaries that i can *sense* are my controllable boundaries
i am, because i can cognize my own existence
the ego becomes necessary once more, at the level of interacting with people
when you cannot cognize that you are them. I FEEL the boundary, even though
it doesn't OBJECTIVELY exist... the o...
Journal Entry
WISDOM
Friends 2010
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Pulling Apart Seven Years
Book Concern Building
Anatomy
Friends 2009
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Disappearance Take 2
no one seems to care about other people's darkness.. so i'm just sealing it off until i trust that someone truly is
healing seems pretty much a personal thing, trying to help is like a termite trying to assist a NASA mission...
the rejection i feel is not really anyone else's concern
i guess i only tried to include oth...
Friends
Journal Entry 2009
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Step on My Face
Anatomy
Friends
Warm Leatherette 2009
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Effort = Surrender
mind and body are both mind
the shaman must live at the edge of the village
off the beaten path of culture
healing the sick
through lifeforce connect
informational downloads
through psychotropic ingestion
locks and keys appear...
Hallucination
Friends
Journal Entry 2009
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Plunge
moving through an aqua channel [not really a river - maybe 30ft across].
come upon an edge ending at an immense waterfall [maybe 10-15 second freefall to the bottom].
group of us are there with some sort of instructor. lizzy is there, speaking about the jump-to-come and the backpak with our already-thrashed food.
m...
Dream
Friends
Journal Entry 2009
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Waxxx
Anatomy
Hallucination
Friends
Book Concern Building 2009