amniöt Experiencer Notebook

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• AMF13 Journal still processing this...... the more i reflect the more amazing it feels.... some highlights: the soundsystem camps were so so pleasing to see out in that setting after years of bay area undergrounds... all my acquaintances from that scene were there... the drugs were amazing and i had some of the prettiest and most intens... Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII Friends Hallucination Journal Entry 2009
• AMF13 Photos 1. haunted meadow 2. amber+haunted meadow 3. crushed vw... Autonomous Mutant Festival XIII Plantae Photograph Friends 2009
• Joshday @Edinburgh Castle, SF, CA http://www.evite.com/pages/invite/viewInvite.jsp?event=UCPFPIIFOAPSXTFIIWPM... Gatherings Friends 2009
• Compassion Wishes i love mine path, it is perfect. i will do all in my power to free it to the utmost. no paths dictate worth towards my own. from now on i will realize what other people do is not ever an attack on me. Even if they feel they're attacking me it is impossible for violence not to be only an attack on yourself and who am I to a... Friends Emotion Journal Entry 2009
• Transgressions? huh this rando drunk jock type dude @ 1015 said the darndest things.... something about how i'm "too nice" in the face of the harsh and fucked up world and also that i open myself up to all transgressions by being "too beautiful" these are paraphrases.... don't quite know what to make of it... don't reall... Friends Journal Entry 2009
• Figure Frenzy@Dalva, 3121 16th St @ Valencia, SF Gatherings Friends 2009
• The Insulation Programming of the Emotional Sphere working on staying there (which cannot directly be worked on, though raising awareness can help). want to feel ok again. can't seem to discover what the fuck is going on in me. i guess i feel neglected, worthless, uncreative... the main illusions of egoic control. it's like a knife is stuck deeply and its wound radiates... Friends Emotion Journal Entry 2009
• LAYLA grateful for the dreams last night floating across the open desert jumping flipping spinning if i wish i need not come down accepted there weaving patterns with others my mother watches from the sidelines composites of friends, friends to come, families to come. she seems to mock me but i feel her ... Dream Journal Entry Friends 2009
• Bathroom at The Tempest, SF, CA Streetart Friends 2009
• Before Dinner@Millennium Anatomy Book Concern Building Friends 2009
• Balance Winds Oozing Dichotomic Awareness Remaining Faithful to Unity thereby dissolving Blame and Guilt Programming Feel: that truth is a feeling. and as such has little to do with the 'true or false' duality platform, inwhich all things are both. this realization though can become the Unity perceived, the circle completed: an orgasm if one is to surrender to i... Friends Cosmology Yoga Sky Journal Entry 2009
• Effort Confusion '09 Cosmology Thought Friends Yoga Journal Entry 2009
• Large Dolphinskin Creature i had this dream where i was this creature. there was a girl and boy there, they were a couple. i asked them if they felt nothing for me. they acted ashamed to say yes. another creature like me appears. though i know it is a strong opponent i have no fear nor do i believe there is any possibility but victory. i c... Journal Entry Dream Friends Bioform 2009
• Morality and Destiny are Matters of Dimensionality The moment one suppresses the true self* is the moment that that self attempts to manipulate the way others perceive it. This is the physical-body-oriented ill-intent that the ego expresses from the human organism... Which can spiral into mental pathology for many modern persons like myself. Though no thing can be good ... Cosmology Friends Journal Entry 2009
• Coco 2008 Feline Friends 2008
• Mom '08 Anatomy Photograph Friends 2008
• During/Before Katanexus Katanexus (Dec '08): Realicide, Aymeric Hainaux, Amandroid Friends Gatherings 2008
• This Did Not Happen Anatomy Friends Book Concern Building 2008
• Makeuptestdummy Anatomy Friends 2008
• Happycamp@goldengate park (photo on facebook) Audio Pilots: Parus Zul LeoHawk Treetop A Living Earth Rawqua Sound provided by Ultravioletcarnival... Gatherings Psytrance Anatomy Friends Plantae Photograph 2008
• Is Not makeup, Hair, Lighting, Photos, Concept: Lux... Anatomy Book Concern Building Friends 2008
• That would be a Thrust Photo by Verabug -- http://www.flickr.com/photos/verabug/3011663559... Anatomy Friends Book Concern Building Audioplatform Videoplatform 2008
• ghostbeetlebloodwater it's my birthday what the fuck do i care about that? so fucking drunk so split-knuckled fucking dumb drunk knuckles against wood let me in i'm alone on the cold concrete of my expensive apartment yet not alone yet so not fucking alone so alone crusting blood trickles knuckles now i want more where did i lea... Journal Entry Hallucination Emotion Friends WISDOM 2008
• Deafguild Gatherings Anatomy Friends 2008
• S.P.A.Z. & TripleGoddess presents: Bog Bass Friday October 17th S.P.A.Z. Soundsystem and TripleGoddess B O G B A S S ! ! ! ! Come jump into our swamp of sub-aquatic frequencies and primordial rhythms where rare and unique organisms emerge and combine to form a new freak-o-system.... Rocking the Bog--- Jamspakula Shellfiche Crackhouse Goldil... Gatherings Psytrance Friends 2008
• Yerba Buena Park, SF Anatomy Friends Plantae Photograph 2008
• Birthgasm embodying pure emanations of nature biting the white hot blade of love illuminating exit holes in the death-cycle for every action not-taken there exists a concrescing birth-orgasm my mind rejects your dogma like viral-infection the drama is nice but what about that climax? (there's no such thing as too much lubricati... Journal Entry Hallucination Friends Culture WISDOM 2008
• Dependence Day My heart is quite exposed right now. Which feels unfamiliar and erratic and I don't know quite how to proceed. Knowing and feeling, what is the difference? My ego starts to cry out and shiver and grasp at things to console itself. My true will at the core of the matter, guiding in silence. I mus... Anatomy Friends 2008
• Pink Saturday shot by Ashneel... Anatomy Hallucination Friends 2008
• Trigger (feat Lilofee) Gatherings Electro Friends 2008
• Thoth i dreamt about you you were dragging me through middle america on a jet ski the farm lands were flooded a large fish jumped out of the water as if to bite off your head but its nose only brushed the top of your hair as we sped by, at this moment time slowed way down (i feel like you were a man earlier in the dream and h... Dream Friends Journal Entry 2008
• Skeleton City War Photos I dreamt I was a paratrooper-type soldier in a war. I kept thinking it was WWII, but then it seemed like it was post-modern-apocalyptic... At any rate, we were in an abandoned city, hiding the helicopter in the metal skeleton of a tall building. We did not contact anyone outside the chopper for the length of the dream. T... Journal Entry Dream Friends 2008
• Venice Beach 2008 Travel Streetart Friends 2008
• Home on the Range Anatomy Friends Infrastructure Book Concern Building 2008
• Gnarled Plantae Hallucination Friends Photograph 2008
• Shared Experience black and gold machine elves total astral enrapturment contents of my mind exposed and outstretched in 3-space stellar travel flip-book style navigation controller connecting with arboreal squid-gorillas -Anoml/naughtnaut ... Hallucination Friends Toys Book Concern Building Journal Entry 2008
• Bus Stop Photograph Friends Book Concern Building Travel 2008
• Redwoods and Cliffs Plantae Friends Photograph 2008
• @Lights Down Low shot by Parker Day... Anatomy Lights Down Low Friends 2007
• XXVI This is South Park, behind where i work. Vera came to swing with me on my birthday. White Solar Wind I pulse in order to communicate Realizing breath I seal the input of spirit With the solar tone of intention I am guided by the power of endlessness I am a galactic activation portal   enter me Mayan Oracl... Anatomy Friends Plantae Photograph 2007

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