Cinema
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... would've been better in psilocybin-vision. Perhaps then the 75% of the audience that did not realize that the dragon was actually a symbol for the inner-demon of illusion called Choronzon and that the entire film was actually a multi-layered metaphorical symbol of incredible subtlety. The film masterfully encourages the masses to banish said demon thereby creating new beginnings (see: 11) AKA accomplishing the magickal work. The "place" called Wonderland is used to describe how Nature approaches the "individual" via a series of ordeals in order to awaken him/her to foreign aspects of perception and ability (which are two sides of the same coin). The quickest and most effective way of interfacing with the (M)other is via psychedelic shifting of perception by entheogen ingestion (which i feel was at least alluded to in the film). Another common method is through control of dreams, as is the case in the film, which also symbolizes metamorphosis (11 again)... an awakening of consciousness a layer deeper. The film leaves out only one detail of the storyline: what she ate before tumbling down that hole....
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Alice (in Wonderland (in 3D))
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Gatherings
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only creating internal frictions concerning "one's own" morality of "one's own" actions can be said to be "false will" (as in opposition to the Thelemic idea of True Will) all will is one will above the abyss, likewise, there true and false do not exist Anything in quotes above is a conventionalized lie concerning the nature of Self am i still too lazy to join the white school?...Journal Entry
yellow journal '10
Harmony
Cosmology
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cogito ergo sum the boundaries that i can *sense* are my controllable boundaries i am, because i can cognize my own existence the ego becomes necessary once more, at the level of interacting with people when you cannot cognize that you are them. I FEEL the boundary, even though it doesn't OBJECTIVELY exist... the only way to treat people correctly is to (assume you are individuals and?) treat them how you want to be treated. we cannot assume that we are one thing because that FEELS incorrect... for safety's sake. sum, ergo ego. but what is Mind? forest psy-trance: what the spirit world sounds like if held up to a hyper-dimensional microphone jelousy is not like riding a bike humanity's story is amazing "i" is a vague and constantly fluctuating idea mind-reality is an hyper-interactive interface ...Journal Entry
Cogito Ergo Sum
WISDOM
Friends
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no one seems to care about other people's darkness.. so i'm just sealing it off until i trust that someone truly is healing seems pretty much a personal thing, trying to help is like a termite trying to assist a NASA mission... the rejection i feel is not really anyone else's concern i guess i only tried to include other's in it because i was too weak to be ok with taking time to disconnect i don't really think it would help anyone heal whenever i include people in the details of it it leads to disaster plus i will not allow the chance of negatively altering relationships beyond my own by saying too much about my observations i've decided instead to just love and not want any expectation/trust bonds i have yet to feel like i can trust someone but i will accept less-involved relationships because there is much value there though it may not be all that plausible for someone like me to want to continue into much deeper waters without including the darkness in the pre-conditional work i guess i was hooked (i guess egoically) on the desire to forge a main partnership with someone i feel like i shou...Journal Entry
Disappearance Take 2
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